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Counting Fireflies

Back nearly numb with a dull ache, Hayun ran her dirty sleeves across her face, wiping off the beads of perspiration rolling down her skin. Although her feet ached, she kept walking - it would soon be dark, and she needed to be home by then. She needed to be home to prepare dinner, which would either be an unappetizing gruel, or, if her uncle had managed to shoot a rabbit or something, they would have a hearty stew with bread.

 

"Why is the plot of land so far?" Jang Mi whined, the tiny ten-year-old girl looking ready to drop from exhaustion. Her eyes were too big for her thin, wane face... she coughed a terrible, dry, hacking cough that made her entire body shake.

 

Hayun smiled sympathetically. "It's the Lord's choice.... you know, we are actually very lucky to have been given this plot of land-"

 

"But what is the point if we need to work in the Lord's fields and then walk five miles to get to our tiny plot? We have nothing in that plot other than potatoes..."

 

"You will be grateful for the potatoes during winter," Hayun replied, but it was hard not to join in the little girl's complaining. After years of near-starvation, the Lord they were under had given each of the peasant families a tiny strip of land for them to grow their own crops. The strips of land were pathetically small, scattered, and very far away. On normal days, she was up at dawn, but on the days she was supposed to tend to their own plot, she was up before dawn and back just before sundown.

 

"I wish I could marry a rich gentleman," the little girl grumbled. "I'm so tired... and Hayun, I'm so hungry..."

 

"Dinner is soon," Hayun said soothingly. "Let's hope your father has managed to get his hands on some meat."

 

And let's hope he has not been caught, if that meat happens to be rabbit, she thought silently. The rare times her uncle brought home a rabbit, hiddenly secretly under his shirt, and told them not to tell anyone, she knew where he had gotten it - he had been poaching on the Lord's land, a crime punishable by death.

 

Unfortunately, there was no meat that night, and Hayun did her best to make a stew from turnips, a few carrots, and potatoes to go along with their bread. Jang Mi sat in one of the chairs, a blanket over her sickly body, a cough interrupting the silence every now and then.

 

It was just after sundown, when the candles were lit, that Aunt Dahyun and Uncle Dongmin finally came home.

 

"Good to see you girls home and ready for supper," the tall woman said approvingly. "Hayun, I got an egg for Jang Mi - cook it, will you?"

 

The couple sat at the table, and Hayun brough over the large pot of stew and bread. Uncle Dongmin served everyone and cut the bread, and Hayun fried the egg using a bit of lard - Jang Mi needed all the nourishment she could get.

 

"My, it's quite late..." Aunt Dahyun signed. "Any later than this and a dragon would have been sure to get me. You girls be careful not to go wandering about after dark, you hear me?"

 

"Yes, Aunt, we know." Hayun scraped the egg onto a plate and gave it to Jang Mi.

 

"I don't suppose being a dragon's dinner would be the worst way to go, though," Uncle Dongmin said gloomily. "That, or working to death and starving-"

 

"Oh, hush!" his wife ordered. "That's not what happens to the young girls wandering about at night - it would be better to be eaten by a dragon than carry it's young. Only princesses are safe, but that's what they say - who knows what happens to those poor princesses."

 

Hayun wished her aunt would stop; she was so tired of the stories about dragons forcing young women carry their young - it made her feel sick, and she had a feeling that her aunt knew and that's why her aunt seemed to make sure that Hayun heard every terrible tale the travelling merchants brought with them - tales of cruel dragons, wicked fae, and cunning elves accompanied the sales of the merchants' wares.

 

The tales about dragons were extremely popular this year, as it was the year that Princess Haneul would, according to tradition, go to the dragons. It had the kingdom whipped in a frenzy, speculations of who would be the one to rescue her and thus become the new ruler of the kingdom buzzing everywhere like flies. Of course, that was if anyone did manage to rescue her - the dragons fought fiercely, and it could go on for years. The king did not give up his crown until the dragon was slain, and there was no time limit for that. There were stories that sometimes no one was able to rescue the princess, and the kingdom remained in the hands of the same family for another hundred years.

 

Some of the tales were ridiculous, and yet when Hayun was coming home and the sun was dangerously close to setting, she would run faster and pray. She was not the only one - no girl was seen outdoors after sundown. At night, the men had the world for themselves, and personally Hayun felt like they liked it that way - they liked to keep the women locked inside.

 

Jang Mi coughed again, and her mother rubbed her back, brows furrowed in worry.

 

"Hayun... take her to see the healer again tomorrow in the morning," Uncle Dongmin said.

 

"We already went three times," Aunt Dahyun reminded him. "We don't have the money for a fourth visit... I'm sure if we use the money to buy good food, like eggs and pork, she will get stronger."

 

Uncle Dongmin bit his lip, and Hayun sighed. Jang Mi needed rest... she had a cough for three months now, and despite resting, it did not get better. Harvest season was upon them, and it would take everyone's work to get everything harvested quickly and safely before a sudden storm destroyed the crops. Jang Mi could not rest more.

 

"Maybe if we had one less mouth to feed..." Aunt Dahyun's voice was suddenly laced with spite - she was taking out her worry and fear about Jang Mi's illness onto Hayun.

 

Hayun had heard this all before, but it still stung.

 

"... oh, my dead brother would be turning in his grave if he saw the state his only child is in! Eighteen and no children, not even married! Oh, my poor brother, may his soul rest in peace-"

 

Uncle Dongmin sighed. He had heard it all before too, but he never said anything - Hayun knew that he agreed with his wife. He had never wanted to take her in when her father had died, also afraid of the rumours that followed her. A child whose mother dies during childbirth is always deemed unlucky, but a child whose handful of foster-mothers all died shortly after marriage before they had a child, well.... that was a bit too much for the villagers to handle - especially when the child's father died as well.

 

"- and we take you in, from the goodness of our hearts, and what do we get in return? We will have you on our hands forever, since you will never get a husband! Everyone was right, you are bad luck! See, even Jang Mi is sick now. Oh, I rue the day -"

 

"Ma, I want to marry a gentleman!" Jang Mi cut in.

 

"A gentleman, eh?" Uncle Dongmin cut himself another thick slice of bread. "Dunno about a fancy gentleman, but a merchant perhaps."

 

"Not a peasant!" Aunt Dahyun declared. "No, our Jang Mi shall become a rich young lady! You will wear silk every day, and have butter with that fine white bread for breakfast."

 

"And ride a fine mare," Uncle Dongmin added. "Or travel in a carriage."

 

"When you turn fifteen, the boys will come flocking! Unlike that one over there, you have a very pretty build, Jang Mi."

 

Hayun hunched her shoulders forward a little more, trying to make herself smaller. A man, she had been called once. Her broad shoulders and height, large hands roughened by years in the fields, her flat chest.... she hated it all. What was most disappointing was that she could have been a bit pretty - she had thick, shiny black hair, and her facial features were soft. Her height and broadness robbed her of that possible prettiness.

 

Once the plates and pots on the table had been scraped clean, Hayun cleaned up, Uncle Dongmin lighting up his pipe out on the front step, Aunt Dahyun fussing over Jang Mi. Once Hayun was done cleaning up, she finally lay down in her straw-stuffed mat, her aching back finding relief immediately. Did she have to get up again to wash her face and change? What was even the point.... she'd rather just lie down and pass out until tomorrow - another hard day of harvest.

 

Aunt Dahyun washed Jang Mi's face tenderly with a washcloth, and then brushed the little girl's hair until it gleamed even in the dimly lit room. She did this every night, it was like a ritual. Hayun didn't pay much attention to it anymore, but a small part of her mind wondered how it felt to be taken care of like that.

 

None of the various women her father had married had done such things. They had been busy doting on her father, and he had been obsessed with having another child - a son. Hayun sighed. It was ironic that many boys - and girls - called her a man because of her build.

 

Aunt Dongmin came in, hastily stowing away his pipe and locking the door. "Hey, get up - get up, woman! Listen - do you hear that?"

 

Aunt Dahyun got up, brows furrowed. Hayun remained where she was, listening - there was the sound of hoofbeats, coming their way. Theirs was the only hut for quite a while... there would be no one to help them if the approaching horses carried trouble. The candle was blown out, and they sat in the dark silently, hearts in their mouths.

 

A firm tapping at the door made Hayun sit up.

 

"Open up! We are the Royal Guard."

 

Lies. What on earth would the Royal Guard be doing over here?

 

"Open this door, or face the punishment for disobeying Her Majesty the Queen!"

 

Hayun shivered - were they lying? And anyway... they could break down the door if they wanted to. Uncle Dongmin peeped out the window, and then scurried to the door and opened it.

 

Two men stood at the doorway, their lantern illuminating the royal crest on the front of their robes. They really were the Royal Guard....

 

Hayun stood up, mind spinning with questions. What were they doing here at night?

 

One of the guards - a tall, bearded man with expressionless eyes - took in the surroundings, his gaze raking over the tiny hut, the dingy walls and the four worn out mats on the floor. Finally, he turned his gaze on them, and his eyes settled on Hayun. She quickly dropped her eyes to the floor, not needing a reminder of her place - someone of such low rank could not stare at someone of higher rank.

 

"Cho Hayun," the guard said, looking right at her. "Orphan. Unwed. Eighteen. Is that you, girl?"

 

Hayun felt like disappearing. He said her age and marital status like it was something disgusting. Careful not to raise her eyes despite wanting to demand how he knew her name, she nodded. "Yes, sir."

 

"As we are in a hurry, I shall get straight to the point. We will be requesting your... ah, niece."

 

Hayun heard her aunt and uncle gasp, and she felt weak at the knees. What on earth was going on?

 

"With all due respect," Uncle Dongmin said, his tone humble. "I don't understand what-"

 

The guard beckoned towards the other one, who pulled out a money-bag. It bulged, and it was large - larger than several big fists put together. "There will be more. Enough to live somewhere... ah, nicer."

 

Aunt Dahyun drew in a sharp breath, and her uncled eyed the bag greedily. Hayun's heart beat painfully against her chest, her mind not even being able to register what was going on - that two members of the Royal Guard were literally trying to buy her.

 

"May I ask what... what is our niece required for?" Uncle Dongmin asked.

 

"That is confidential." The guard's tone invited no argument. "Likewise, you will tell no one the Royal Guard was here. You will tell people you have sold your niece to a gisaeng house - as you know, it is a common practise to send unwed daughters there."

 

There was a moment of silence. The guard placed the bag of money on the small table, opening it to reveal gold. Jang Mi had a coughing fit, and the only sound in the hut was her dry, hacking coughs.

 

It seemed like that was the push the couple needed, as they exchanged a glance.

 

"You mentioned... there will be more?" Uncle Dongmin sounded so humble, like a beggar asking to kiss the Head Priest's feet.

 

The second guard placed another money bag on the table, and even Hayun's eyes bulged - she had never seen so much money before in her entire life. And to think... it was to get her.... ugly, old, her...

 

"You are very generous," Uncle Dongmin said. "Thank you, for your generosity and -"

 

"Come, girl." The guard beckoned her forward, and Jang Mi suddenly wailed and latched onto Hayun's skirt.

 

"No! Ma, why is Hayun going? Where is she going? Will she come back? Hayun, no-"

 

Aunt Dahyun quickly pulled the little girl away and shushed her, but could not stop her sobs. Hayun felt like curling up and sobbing as well, the betrayal cutting into her gut like a rusted knife. Neither her aunt or uncle looked at her.

 

With trembling legs, she followed the guards outside, and they warned the couple to never speak of this and remind them to say they had sold her to a gisaeng house - a place where girls entertained men with dance, music, alcohol, and their bodies.

 

Hayun looked out at the field, dimly illuminated by moonlight. Jang Mi's wails were growing louder, and so was the frantic anxiety clawing at her insides. Did she dare run?

 

A hand at her elbow made her jump.

 

"Miss." It was the second guard, the one who had not yet spoken. His tone was far gentler than that of his comrade's. "We are knights, and it goes against our code of conduct to harm you. We do not harm the innocent, and we above all do not harm women. I apologize, our actions must be deeply shocking."

 

His words did not do much to soothe Hayun - if anything, it made her even more suspicious. Jang Mi's wails turned into a terrible coughing fit, and she longed to go inside to hug the little girl.

 

"We must make haste," the first guard ordered, mounting one of the horses.

 

The second guard held out his hand to Hayun, who hastily wiped her sweaty hand before taking it. He guided her to the other waiting horse, and helped her mount. She sat perched high on the saddle, suddenly terrified with nothing to hold on to up here. The guard quickly mounted the horse, placing himself in front of her in order to place his feet in the stirrups and hold the reins.

 

"Hold on to me, Miss," he said, and with a click of his tongue, the horse started walking.

 

Hayun held on to the back of the guard's robes, having never ridden a horse before. This first one would be quite a memorable one...

 

They rode in silence, the two horses side by side. After a while, the second quard enquired, "Doing all right, Miss?"

 

Hayun couldn't hold it in anymore. She needed to know...

 

"Please, Sir," she said softly, hoping she sounded humble enough. "W-where am I going?"

 

The first guard looked at her sharply, but the second guard replied, "We are taking you to... well... "

 

"She does not need to know," the first guard said dismissively.

 

"I apologize, but in my opinion she has the right to know what is happening," the second guard said, his tone polite but slightly cold. It seemed like he had taken pity on her. "The princess... we are part of her . I do not know if you are aware of this, but this is the last village before our destination - the dragon's lair - is reached. We have set up camp nearby, and we will be taking you there."

 

Hayun could barely believe her ears. A dragon's lair was so close? That was impossible! She would have seen it... or at least heard it. There would have been incidents if they were the closest village to where a dragon lived! But above all, why on earth was she there?

 

"Sir," she said hesitantly. "And I... what am I-"

 

The first guard spoke up, his tone laced with impatience. "You shall be sent to the dragon instead of Princess Haneul."


 

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beakey #1
Chapter 8: I love this story very very much!!!!! im so happy when i saw the chapter!!
knightrider777
#2
Chapter 8: This chapter was magical.... Everything was beautiful❤ especially the spiritual things and things about divine masculine and feminine💜



I really love the way they all stand for Hayun... and Joonie called her treasure... that was so beautiful to hear... and other faes called her family... 💛❤💜



Thank you for updating ❤
Aryaprava_1993-
1101 streak #3
Chapter 8: Welcome back first of all and I really missed the story. It was worth the wait cause this chapter is brilliant.

The details about magical creatures yet again left me in awe and then again you are an angel, so it's only fair you know how they work XD

I loved how hayun finally had a place to call home and people to call family and she is fiercely protective of them which I loved.

Omg I would love to ride on Dragon's back and watch fae painting the sky *heart eyes*

That dwarf kind of represents all the ist and racist people tbh who are too quick to judge and too hard to forgive.

Omg . I totally swoon over joon's dragon instinct and him considering hayun as his treasure cause she deserves to be cherished like one.

I also loved the way Seokjin went bat aggressive , it made me remember him scolding bts lmao.

And the last part about the divine feminine energy is my favourite and thank you for giving such a detailed description and I hope many people get to know it and manage the collateral damage caused by patriarchal society .

Gosh. Aff just unsubbed me from the story and I was @_× until I found it again.
Thank you for updating. I iz proud of you ♡♡♡
Bhumig
#4
Chapter 7: Namjoon is kissing everyone, aww you adorably cute dragon *-*
What!! Poor Yoongi ... Like humans have weird and horrifying theories about them, they too but theirs are really funny XD
yoongi and Namjoon's theory Oh save me *laughing hard*
Seriously Jin?!! Are you for real? Saying such things with so much seriousness XD
They are so sweet and kind T^T
Hayun will learn figthing, WoW !! She wanted to make her this life useful and now, the one she had thought would end her life are somehow helping her to fulfill the dreams she have :D
They have come, like now, it so soon :( I don't want anyone to be harmed, they are so good creatures.. humans should learn from them, though they can be territorial but they're still pure and kind...
Bhumig
#5
Chapter 6: Oh! This dragon's cuteness will KILL me !! He is so cute!!
Hahaha Seokjin and Hoseok fought XD
This chapter is so much FUN!! I can imagine a dragon's reaction on getting belly rubs as my dog looks in pure bliss when he has one XD
And the KISS! Oh my heart!!
Bhumig
#6
Chapter 5: Hoseok!!! Yeah he finally appeared !!! Our ball of sunshine!!! I love the way you have chose every member for being a specific fairy, it suits so well to their personalities!
Namjoon is soooo kind! I even doubt if he is a dragon, a creature known to be ferocious, he is adorable! Don't be sad Joonie, you initially didn't mean any harm it was to protect the people you love, don't be sad please :(
VMin sticked to each other *-*
She is getting used to them and their kindness, i loke them better than the humans she have met.. stay with them Hayun, you deserve the kindness they are offering you :D
The bickiering is funny and adorable as ever XD
Bhumig
#7
Chapter 4: I love the nymph Seokjin and his extra sensitive nature lol they way he was complaining about her running away- that was so funny XD
Ahh! The genius dryad Yoongi ! *cheering*
Namjoon said he didn't want to be selected this year... does that means there are many dragons and every year one is chosen to take the princess sent by humans @_@
The theories they told her, not even a single has been proved true... Namjoon is so kind to every creature, how can be he named as a cruel dragon.. foolish people
Bhumig
#8
Chapter 3: Hahaha the reaction of three ethereal fairies, somewhat reminded of the seven dwarfs of Snow White lol XD
You know what, dragon and fairies, the humans were really unkind to your princess so she doesn't have a choice but to be afraid of you guys :(
Namjoon seems so kind and the fairies are like the bright light in the room, making everyone around them glow *-*
Did Jimin, the healing fae, used pixie dust? Like you do for me XD
Bhumig
#9
Chapter 2: Are you guys insane?!? Telling her again and again 'your next life will be a good one" does it suppose to encourage her to do give up on her life hun?
I got your point princess but isn't every other person's life is as important as yours?
Bhumig
#10
Chapter 1: Why they are taking her!?
I feel so bad for you Hayun, your uncle aunt are so cruel!! And petty! They don’t understand that more than anything, Jang Mi needs you!
The setup and the characters are quite interesting di, I am wondering which era is it.. nevertheless it’s interesting and seems like a new fairy tale <3