Stand by me
Light In The Hallway"Will my mind feel at ease
If I just disappeared?"
/19/ Stand by me
[ S O J U N G ]
My mom came early in the morning to pick me up. She said that the chemo will be moved tomorrow so I can rest and prepare for today. And even if I don't want to listen, she begged me to at least stay for a day.
"Sowon unnie, we will visit you there right after our performance. So please take care of yourself, okay?" Yewon told me, her eyes met mine and I saw how much sadness I put into her. I held my beanie closer to my head.
"Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. Just do your best in the stage. I'll be watching." Yewon nodded her head and smiled. A forced smile. I know she doesn't want me to leave.
"Of course, unnie! We will make you proud! Right, girls?" Yerin put her arm around Yewon's shoulders and turned to look at the other girls. I know she's just trying to lift the heavy atmosphere.
"You don't need to remind me. I'm Hwang Eunbi." Little Eunbi avoided my stares, keeping her strong demeanour in front of everyone. I chuckled, she never changed. The girls laughed at her and for being overconfident.
"Okay girls. Time is over. Bid your goodbyes to your unnie now." Mom said after putting my luggage at the car. The girls turned their heads and rush over me, whispering some encouragements and reminders like they would never see me again. After the hugs and some bickering, mom and I left shortly, my departing words that I'll see them later or tomorrow.
I didn't notice the drive to the house. My mind is flying somewhere else. My body seems controlling me and I just found myself on my mom's hug. Her arms that are safe and warm, making me feel safe, reminding me the times when I was a kid and not worr
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