Stand by me

Light In The Hallway
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"Will my mind feel at ease

If I just disappeared?"

/19/ Stand by me

[ S O J U N G ] 

My mom came early in the morning to pick me up. She said that the chemo will be moved tomorrow so I can rest and prepare for today. And even if I don't want to listen, she begged me to at least stay for a day.

"Sowon unnie, we will visit you there right after our performance. So please take care of yourself, okay?" Yewon told me, her eyes met mine and I saw how much sadness I put into her. I held my beanie closer to my head. 

"Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. Just do your best in the stage. I'll be watching." Yewon nodded her head and smiled. A forced smile. I know she doesn't want me to leave. 

"Of course, unnie! We will make you proud! Right, girls?" Yerin put her arm around Yewon's shoulders and turned to look at the other girls. I know she's just trying to lift the heavy atmosphere. 

"You don't need to remind me. I'm Hwang Eunbi." Little Eunbi avoided my stares, keeping her strong demeanour in front of everyone. I chuckled, she never changed. The girls laughed at her and for being overconfident. 

"Okay girls. Time is over. Bid your goodbyes to your unnie now." Mom said after putting my luggage at the car. The girls turned their heads and rush over me, whispering some encouragements and reminders like they would never see me again. After the hugs and some bickering, mom and I left shortly, my departing words that I'll see them later or tomorrow.

I didn't notice the drive to the house. My mind is flying somewhere else. My body seems controlling me and I just found myself on my mom's hug. Her arms that are safe and warm, making me feel safe, reminding me the times when I was a kid and not worr

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That's a wrap. I cried too just so you know. But I didn't regret anything. I'm satisfied.

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LilChouette #1
Chapter 32: This is my second time reading this book.. And still get teary eyes TT.. Each little poems you wrote here is meaningful with deep messages. The emotions the characters felt somehow are connected with us, the reader.. Especially now, that 5/18 happened, make me miss them more and more TT.. Hope one day they would reunite :)
Always take care, author-nim and everyone here :D
LilChouette #2
Chapter 32: Thank you for making such a great story like this. I love the steady pace of the plots and the flowing emotions you're trying to send to us. I can feel all the emotions here. And.. I'd also like to thank you for those advices you gave through your words especially in the letters. Thank you so much. I'm grateful that I found this story. Hope you live a good life and always be happy ^^
orbitalpulp #3
Chapter 13: Went here because to my youth suddenly played on my playlist and i remember this scene i told myself, i need to reread that chapter! and damn man it still stings i love the raw emotions. Now i will reread the whole story just because
sowonly #4
Chapter 32: Going back here to reread and it really hit all the right spots uwwaaa this is really one of the the best ot6 story. Tragic but so so so good! The emotions I felt is real! I hope you come back authornim with the epilogue one day since you haven't mark this as complete hahaha I'm still hoping. Again thank you so muchie for this wonderful story! I'll support you always authornim pls keep writing this kind of stories for buddies
baeyoon_17 #5
Chapter 32: ???????
baeyoon_17 #6
Chapter 25: I'm crying too much... how can i stop it, its so saaaad.
chaerajeiljalnaga #7
Chapter 32: I feel like my heart is going to be broken for weeks from now on ??? I need an alternate universe with a happy ending to ease this pain.
monavidia #8
Chapter 32: icb while reading this chap and then suddenly Bye decided coming up on my playlist..got me crying a river at 2am here T___T this chapter hits me hard, not gonna lie..you surely have a way to convey all the feelings through your writing authornim.,thank you for another great chapter :'))
Nanaleader #9
Chapter 32: This is very sad. Whyyyyyy the last word is so very touched i cryyyyy

Thanks for update authornim.... your story is very best even that was heartbreaking and so touched....i hope you can do any story
hwang_sojung #10
Chapter 32: This hurts so bad. If it's okay, can you please do another ending? Or like, it was all a dream? But if the end is really like this then im just gonna go and cry in the corner.

Anyway, thank you for writing such a nice story. You are one of the best writer i have known. I hope to read more stories from you!