"It's me." I whispered to myself in disbelief. He's not the one who changed! It's me! I banged my head on the table, startling lisa

"What's you?" She asked and I groaned.

"Aisssh!! How can I be so careless?!" I ruffled my hair in frustrtion.

"What? You're pregnant?" She gasps and I threw her a glare. She raised leo's hands up who's on her lap

"What else can you be careless about? That's a compliment." She hunched her shoulders up and I heaved a sigh then threw my head back, groaning loudly "My feelings!"

"I was too careless with my feelings!!" Chaeyoungie pabo!!

"Stop banging your head on the table unless you wanna be an ugly unicorn." Lisa stops forehead from making contact with the table again

"and what feelings? Omg did you cheat? I'm telling you even if we're friends we're not tolerating cheats!!" I threw her another glare "How can I cheat when I'm not even in a relationship?"

"Then tell me what's wrong !"

"Nothing!" I huffed and stood up. It's my own problem to solve

"Aren't you gonna eat?" She calls out

"No!"

"Oh my gosh! That is not nothing!" I slammed my door shut before she can come

"Ya park chaeyoung!! Open up!!"

"Aren't you supposed to be fetching your mom at the airport?" The door stopped rattling and I snickered hearing her cuss.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner!" Of course she forgot.

I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes to organize my thoughts. How did I come to this? I knew from the beginning I should be careful and I did. When we meet again I knew what I got myself into and prepared myself for what's to come. When he didn't answer my sister's question I knew it was something I could have confronted him with.

I could have asked him about what our deal is but I guess I somehow knew so I didn't bother. I was prepared, really. I was ok with it. I really was. I even think twice and reread my texts to him if it seems to be crossing the line but I lost track and got carried away.

I hear a knock and my doorknob rattled again and I rolled my eyes

"No, you cannot borrow my clothes lisa!"

"Roseanne." I bolted right up and went to the door but quickly withdrew my hands and p