I Loved Him First

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Description

Donghae has always been that kind of person who couldn't stand loneliness. At all. Yet it was so hard to find someone who will understand him and won't run away after learning about it. The guy thought he was lucky enough to meet Hyukjae... even though he actually always had Heechul beside him.

Foreword

This story /obviously/ is about EunHae, but... read to find out what role Heechul plays here :)

 

|||SPOILER||| The song that inspired me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fV6fmBerRg&feature=emb_logo

 

English is not my first language!

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LuYu98 #1
Chapter 1: Ah, I love Chulhae too much тт тт.
I feel both happiness and sadness at the same time. When on the one hand I was waiting for them to be together, and on the other that Heechul just let Donghae go, because he loved him first and loves him more than anything in the world and no matter how.
Thank you! :3
Yeoliespirit
#2
Chapter 1: I actually dont ship chulhae so reading this is kind of weird for me. However this is so well written and such a good one shot. You clearly captured the pain of how someone you love for years love somebody else and suddenly getting the knowledge that it could have been you there if you were just brave enough to admit your feelings. I feel so sorry for chul because there could have been a chance but he didnt take it. Hae deserves someone like hyuk who is brave enough to ask and take the risk.

ITS SEVEN IN THE MORNING AND IM LATE FOR MY CLASSES BUT IDC THIS FIC IS SO GOOOOOOD. LET ME BAWL
asdfghjkl024
#3
Chapter 1: Before I started reading this, I said to myself, I will be reading fluffs right now cause I don't want to cry. But then when Heechul started reminiscing about their past, I suddenly can't stop crying. Maaaan, this is more HaeChul than I thought it is. I always admire their friendship in real life and how much Heechul loves Donghae as his dongsaeng. So this is pretty much emotional for me to read T.T I personally think he didn't really loved Donghae romantically. The way he is hurt and thought to himself that he could be in Hyukjae's shoes that time is because he don't want to let go his Donghae. He's jealous because all his life he's been loving that kid and suddenly he now have someone to be with him and it's not him T.T Yes, I'm still crying while I'm writing this comment. Thank you so much for sharing this warm story <3 Even though I appreciated HaeChul than EunHae hahaha. Kudos for your work <3
OdetteSwan
909 streak #4
Chapter 1: He loved him first. And it does not matter what kind of love it was.
There will always be a feeling of being left behind when the other has made a lifetime decision. I remember my best friend used to call my boyfriend her rival.
Thank you so much for sharing a very beautiful love story.
Bree_ND #5
Chapter 1: Hmm, this is such an unexpected feeling.. i had been so sure that I'd be super happy that Hae got together with Hyuk.. but for some reason, i feel so sorry for Heechul. And i had this want for Chul to be so selfish that he told Hae he loves him and to stay with him. *slaps forehead*

But at the same time, i still get a feeling that Chul doesn't love Hae that way and it won't make Hae as happy as if with Hyuk..

*sighs* Katya, why do you make me feel so confused?! *shakes head*
EunHaeELF9386
#6
Chapter 1: I could never see Heechul and Donghae as a couple but it’s sad to see how much Heechul loves Donghae to the point he fall in love with Donghae. I believe Heechul and Donghae values their close relationship or brotherhood more than romantic relationship and that might be the reason why both didn’t confess their real feelings to each other. On the other hand, I’m happy that Donghae ends up with Hyukjae. Hehee. Thank you for sharing this wonderful story!
TripleS_SuMyat
#7
Chapter 1: oh my. as expected from you. i love this ♡
choimyuna
#8
Chapter 1: The relationship between kid donghae and the hyung heechul was so warm and nice but knowing that heechul loved hae secretly was heart broken even with that i enjoyed reading it i really like the way you draw the charecters
I 've been starving for a long chaptered fic from you i hope you' ll find the imagination to Write one soon i really love what you do thank you for being so creative ❤️
eunhae_gf
#9
Chapter 1: Aww this is adora le n sweet<3
allriseteuk #10
Chapter 1: Awww~~ it's so fluffy~~ (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ