i guess i'm afraid of living in this world alone

Description

Hyesung has always known he'll love Eric for the rest of his life, ever since the first time he saw him, in the same way he's always known that someday he would have to let him go.

Foreword

This has been sitting on my hard drive for three years (or more?) and I thought it should finally see the light of day. Some of the transitions aren't quite as good as I wanted and some scenes could probably be fleshed out, but it seemed a shame to keep this sitting (mostly) finished on my computer, lol.

Rating: PG/PG13

Fandom: Shinhwa

Pairing: Ricsyung

Warnings: I still don't really know what the point of this one is, don't read if you're looking for something uplifting, this is not uplifting, also I swear I'm not trying to trash Eric, it just ended up this way

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shotgunbaby #1 Dec 4, 2019 03:28:01

This is beautiful. This is so achingly honest and raw I could feel literal pain in my heart while reading this. Thank you for sharing authornim. Would love to read more of your stories if you have any more.

missstery #2 Nov 28, 2019 03:49:26

Chapter 3: I don't know if I'm very sensitive or what, but reading this chapter made me want to cry. Poor Hyesung, he is really suffering too much. I would generally like Eric to realize that he love it too, they be together and be happy forever, but I think this time, all I hope is that Hyesung doesn't get so hurt and doesn't suffer anymore (although I'd love a happy ending ). Thanks for the update and I wait for the next chapters.

missstery #3 Nov 20, 2019 06:21:08

Chapter 2: The story is interesting, it already catch me. I feel bad for Hyesung, having to live with that uncertainty is really frustrating, I hope they clarify the type of relationship that have for Hyesung's sake. And hope Eric had a good reason for not go when Hyesung sending the message.Thanks for the update and I'll be waiting for the next chapter.