Hey guys! Is there anyone still reading this story?

I'd love it if you guys all answer the poll below and comment on it if you want to make some decisions.

Before saying way too fast bye, I'll update you guys, my about my life cause you definitely deserve to know what happens to your gay teenage author here, even if you probably don't really care lol, so if you don't want to know, don't lose your time on this, skip and answer the poll then read other fics lol.

So you, the reader who stayed. Here's my life: I'm a French teenager living in Chile, South America. I'm from an upright family (but also broke af, we lost our lands in the past centuries because of war etc. but that's a very long story that I won't tell today). I have a quite over-average IQ, which doesn't mean that I'm smart; on the contrary, I may be a genius, but I'm as stupid as a rock in most situations. I am in a college talent program and being 1 year in advance in senior high school in a homeschooling French national Educational program. So, I basically study all day. Yay. I'm not going to complain about it since I love studying and I need to do so for my family and my future. *shrug*.

I'll stop boring you with studying and family stuff already, lol. So, when I started writing this story, I was in quite a toxic relationship with a girl who was going through a lot, and needed a lot that I couldn't totally give her, especially understanding and affection that she was lacking because of grief and life's ; I was kind of the only one there, closest to being able to provide what she needed, I guess, so lucky me, I fell on it even though I knew that I was going to get hurt at the end. Long story short: it ended up pretty bad—homophobic dad. Prohibition to be friends or even talk to each other etc. she didn't try to reach out, and I was left alone with my confusion and pain. I had some explanation from her later, which led me to various panic attacks that I overcame alone since I was ashamed of falling into that whole situation. So I didn't talk about it except to my current best friend TDM (she's dah best). Things were pretty bad for me from November to December. Then, on vacation in Argentina, your warm comments and my friend's encouraging words helped me. I sort of cured there. When I saw the trees, when I saw life i