Today Leeteuk got call from a police, nothing in his life think he will ever do something bad to even get call by them. They asked him to come to the certain prison in seoul and they said is regarding Kim Heechul.

Kim Heechul was his ex-boyfriend, he don't think he can really said heechul is his ex since he or neither him asking for break up. He is missing a months ago, Leeteuk don't know where he is and he don't know where to ask about his where bout since he don't really know his friend. Kim Heechul is a pretty guy that many woman think it's not fair, a cheerful guy that have many friends. He just his opposite, he want to hate him since he is just missing like that but he just can't. i just hoping he is happy somewhere, but get call by police like now is make him anxious.

Leeteuk ask his driver to sent me to the prison while think every possible scenario why they call him, what happen to Kim Heechul? Once he arrive to the prison and the police are welcome him and asking him to sit in some room. he though is will be scary room like what he saw on television but no, is just a normal living room. They even serve a coffee for him, he was waiting until he heard a crying baby suddenly and 2 of police officer come. 1 of them bring a small baby, from his size he know is born from a pregman since is smaller than a normal baby.  (note: a baby that born from a pregman usually is smaller since they not have full size of woman ovary neither a birth passage like a woman. a pregman pregnancy usually more hard than a woman too, most of it is weak and their labor took more time.)

The police officer give the baby to him suddenly, he just receive it and hold the small baby into his arms. he look at the police who are now smiling since the small baby is stop crying suddenly. one of the police is sitting in front of him and show leeteuk a diary.

"i really apologize but i think i kind of need some explanation.. is something happen to Kim Heechul?" said him to the police, and they look at each other before the one sitting in front of him speak "Kim Heechul is passed away.." his heart is fall when heard that, something like hitting him hard.. specially when the police officer said "after giving birth your son, the one you holding right now" He immediately look at a baby that he holding and somehow he feel that his hand is shaking, "my.. baby?" he looked at the police officer and once again he push the diary he show earlier to him and asking me to look at certain page that already bookmark it by them. Leeteuk try to read it.

728 days before i meet teukie

28 weeks before i meet my baby,

like i said that lately i feel really sick that i barely can eat anything and i easy tired to keep up the activities so the doctor is check me up,

i'm pregnant.

i'm pregnant for 12 weeks with park jungsoo baby.

once he read at that word, his eyes is shaking and not believe what he just read. he look at police and seem they can read his eyes well as knowing that he was asking what is exactly happen to Kim Heechul? and that was the only day he know where Heechul have been, He is a murder. that word not helping him, to keep his breath stabile.

Kim Heechul was kill his own step mother but court has decide to put a light punishment instead since he accidentally kill her to protect himself from being killed by his own step mother. The court also decide he will only be in jail for 2 years, his name also being anonymous to protect his future that how i end up never know this at all.

The police also tell him how cheerful he is, how he be loved by people around him, how positive person he is that make some people get help by him. Leeteuk feel his body shaking since more the police tell about heechul. more Leeteuk remember how he used to too. his smile, his laugh, how Heechul bring his positive toward his gloomy life. He know right away that now his eyes is moist and he can feel the baby on hia arm is twitch a little as i slight move. he still his heechul.. he still his happiness bubble where ever he is was what Leeteuk think on that momeny

"He love you mr. Park, he talk about you everyday until i feel we know you personally. like the page you read, he always miss you and can't wait to meet you again for his whole life while he was here." and he look at the police face who also have moist eyes just like hm. "Mr. Park.. Kim Heechul is not have anyone anymore, we call you to talk about the baby life. he was living with me and my family for awhile while we take care of his funeral and searching for you, and now we meet you. Are you want to take care of your son or you will let us to give it to the orphanage? we won't push you to Mr. Park. your baby is so handsome and calm, i'm sure he will meet a good parents"

Leeteuk look at the baby who sleep well on his arm, his and Heechul baby. "i.... i will take him mr.. he still my baby...." he was trying to smile but he think his eyes is blurry from his tears. the other police is giving him a tissue are prove that they know it. he wipe my little tears before sniff it out and look at the police in front of him, and ihealize the other police is going out from the room and bring back something with him.

"this... kim heechul belonging other than that diary and some photo of him that we take while he was here.." , the police who bring the box to me offer himself to hold his baby so he can take a look to the stuff. ie start from look at the picture that is give to him, heechul are really look the same. his gummy smile, his smiling eyes even in his prison clothes. he look one by one and smile looking his growing tummy too. he look the last picture when heechul are sitting on the bench and seem on writing his diary on top of his tummy, Leeteuk smile more bigger since is look silly but he look really pretty on every picture even his tummy like that. think that Leeteuk lost all of this moment and feel his regret is start haunted him.

dating him for so long, make Leeteuk also understand why he not call him when the accident happen or tell hiim about it. he is like that, someone who don't want be burden for anyone.

Leeteuk took the small box that is also give to him, when he open the box he close his mouth as he only see a necklace, he took the necklace out of the box and it was really the necklace he give to him. an initial necklace of him and Leeteuk, the same necklace that he also wearing right now. "we took the necklace from him and put it in the box. we think to at least give it to your baby as the memento of his mama but since you were here so i think is also right for give it to you."

He took a little time before he go as he look the diary once more, skip it fast and knowing he write a lot until he look at the last page.

457 days before i meet teukie

it's day to meet my baby,

I miss you teukie...I want to meet you..

I can't wait to meet you too baby.. 

Someday let's live happily, 3 of us as a family.

Ps. He might shock first for sure haha, but i know he will love you my baby..

This time Leeteuk broke to tears, he immediately close the diary so it won't be wet by hiis tears. iLeeteuk crying with a silent scream, thinking why this must happen to him.. why this must happen to them. He finally calm down after a view minutes of crying, He apologize and said thank you to the police before he bid a good bye to them. holding my baby his walk out from their room to the parking lot where his driver waiting for him.

My driver was shock look at me in while holding a baby, he might be full of question but as he look at my swollen eyes. he know is not a right time to ask it to me and just driving out of the prison. i look at the address the police give me, the place where heechul rest are and giving it to my driver.

He took the necklace and hang it high to look at it, heard my baby is laughing suddenly. maybe he was think this like a sparkle toys, he look at his big eyes baby who stare at the necklace. He let it down closer to him and once it touch his small hand, he hold it. "it's yours now.." he was stop there thinking what is his name, and he look at the initial necklace that his baby holding now.

"Heesoo....." He was think that is a perfect, like the initial necklace we have, let him have half of their name. Hee from Heechul and Soo from JungSoo. the baby is laugh again and seem like he love the name.