pt. 22

Obsession
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kyungsoo stepped backwards, letting baekhyun's arms fall from his shoulders.

baekhyun's chest heaved with pain at the action. it wasn't supposed to be like that. he stepped forward, his brows furrowed with concern.

"don't come near me."

baekhyun's mouth fell open at those bitter words, he didn't continue walking forward, his eyes meeting kyungsoo's teary ones.

why couldn't he understand?

"kyungsoo," baekhyun's voice was desperate, "just hear me out."

"no!" kyungsoo yelled, "you have to be joking, you have to be saying this to just work me up."

"i wouldn't do that," baekhyun shook his head, "i did it for us, you need to understand that."

kyungsoo didn't even bother to reply to that.

baekhyun just wanted to hold him, to wipe his tears away, to tell him that it's okay. this wasn't supposed happen.

"please, don't cry." baekhyun pleaded.

he hated that he caused it.

kyungsoo walked out of the kitchen towards the living room, grabbing his things hurriedly.

"kyungsoo, just wait!" baekhyun was yelling now, especially since the male wasn't even answering him.

"listen to me!" he screamed desperately at him.

but the front door fell shut.

baekhyun stood still for a second. the realisation slowly hitting him.

he messed up.

why did he think that it was going to be okay? why did his mind make him so naive sometimes?

he clenched his fists, his nostrils flaring with the desperate breaths he let out.

he was livid; he was angry at himself, but mostly kyungsoo.

he was supposed to understand. he was supposed to be okay with it.

he couldn't calm down. he couldn't stop himself. he turned to the radio that was still playing in the background; the cheery christmas music adding fuel to the fire that was burning inside of him. he grabbed it throwing it the ground, stomping on it again and again until their was no other sound other than his shaken, angry breaths.

he made his way to the kitchen.

the two plates that were empty since the dinner was still cooking started back at him.

they didn't last long during baekhyun's wrath they met the floor, smashing into tiny pieces as he swept the counter clean, other utensils clanging to the floor.

he wanted to scream, he wanted to say something to let his anger out yet he stood still.

his chest heaved up and down as pondered on what he should do, run? leave while he still had the chance?

he didn't know what kyungsoo would do, would he phone for police or not?

he let out a long groan as he held his head in his hands, rubbing his throbbing temples, trying to calm his rushing mind but it was no use. he turned to tear something else apart, smash something off the floor; do anything.

but he stopped.

his eyes staring at the wooden stand that held his rarely used kitchen knifes.

he had to get kyungsoo to understand, even if that meant going to extremes.

he knew he wouldn't go as far as he did with jongin. kyungsoo was special, he'd never hurt him like that.

he just had to make him understand.

shoving the knife in his pocket, he made his way to the living room, grabbing his coat and slipping on his shoes.

things will be just fine.

they'll work things out.

baekhyun wasn't sure if he was just optimistic or naive.

✦✦✦

it was difficult to see during the heavy falling snow, but baekhyun made it to kyungsoo's familiar bungalow.

he was there.

the warm glow from the living room window lured

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Xslbccdksl #1
Like how it starts
o3villem
#2
Chapter 2: Ok Baekhyun is clearly a psychopath and I am not ready for this angst.
o3villem
#3
Chapter 2: Ok Baekhyun is clearly a psychopath and I am not ready for this angst.
gxme16
#4
Chapter 41: me. Awwwwww
HOTDOG69
#5
Chapter 41: Hello dear, Author. I've read a lot of angst that it made me so numb about , but this fic melted my heart slowly. I actually found your story in Wattpad and proceeded reading it here in AFF. This story have a warm place in my heart and will be treasured forever. To me, murder is a murder, no one can justify it. But looking at the other side of the coin, I've realized that there are a lot of people who do bad things because of their past, they will eventually grow up carrying wounds. To help them recover, they need help, not only from other people but most importantly from themselves. Kyungsoo's character was a top notch, tbh. I bet no one can have that kind of patience in real life. Overall, I love you for making this wonderful story, I wish you a good health. Thank you so much for this 😊💖
fofo96 #6
Chapter 41: Finally happy ending.. Thanks author
loyalb #7
Chapter 41: ❤ great ending
tinkisp
#8
Chapter 41: Thank you for giving us a happy ending. Baekhyun deserved to know what love is and I'm glad he found it.