'How did he know jisoo's name?' Jennie

"W-what are y-you talking about?" 

"Nothing. It's okay forget about it." Lisa was about to walk away when suddenly jennie speak

"Lisa stop. Tell me how did you know about her name?" Lisa can tell that jennie was a bit pissed off. She inhale deeply and answer calmly

"You don't have to know about that. Seriously jennie, you just got back home. Have you eaten? If not there's a leftover from dinner with mom and dad. Mom ask me to bring it for you. Have a rest. I won't disturb you. I'll be in my study room if...."

"Are you stalking me?" Jennie ask again. She clearly was not satisfied with lisa.

"What? No. Why do i even need to stalk you? I can ask you if i want to know jennie. There's no need for me to do that."

Jennie scoff. "Who knows you might hire someone to do that. Purposely trying to make me look bad in front of your parents."

Jennie does not even realise what she's talking about. She was just so pissed off with lisa because lisa is showing no interest about her at all.

"You're being ridiculous now jennie. Why do i want to make you like a bad person to my parents? You and i both know i would never do that. Not to my parents. I'm not hiring anyone to stalk you or even finding information about your girlfriend. It's just that i can't tell you. Even if i know about that or not, will it make any difference? I'm still your wife on a piece of paper. You still hate me. You're the one who ask me to not involve in your life. Then please jennie, i'm not that kind of person who broke their promises. if you really want to know, i said to mom and dad that you had important work to do. That is why mom ask me to pack dinner for you in case you haven't eaten."

Lisa throw her empty look to her. She's trying her best to not raise her voice while talking. It's not her way handling a problem or fight. 

"Good then if you know about the contract. I don't need to remind you then. And yes, i will never like you. I met jisoo today because she just came back from australia. I'm sorry because i forgot about the dinner. Don't worry i will meet your parents and make up with them" jennie

She was about to make a move into the bathroom when lisa chuckle and said something which breaks her heart a little. Lisa look straight into her face.

"It's funny isn't it? I am your wife but i'm not allowed to know about where my wife is going, is she okay, what she's doing when we're not together. I can't even let myself taking care of you because you're the one who wanted me to stay out from your life. Every time i wanted to text or call you, i have to think twice, whether i'm disturbing you or not. For god sake jennie, you're my wife. But i weren't allowed to love you more than a friend. For just a minute, don't you think about how i feel? I'm not mad at you. It's just my heart hurts knowing that i don't have the chance to care and love you. But you don't need to worry. I will follow all your rules. Like what i said before, i am not that kind of person who broke their promises. I'll be in my study room if you need anything" Lisa walk away from her

Jennie stand still. Watching lisa leaving the room. She doesn't know why but she felt something weird. Lisa's word makes her heart clench. Even though she hates her but days by days, she can actually feel how sincere lisa is with her. The way she care about her, how soft she is whenever she's talking with her, and she never gets mad even when jennie made a mistake.

'Am i too harsh on her? Does she really mean that?' Those question wondering in her mind. 

After getting herself ready for sleep, she tried to talk to lisa again but her study room was locked. She then decides to wait for her in their room, but jennie fell asleep because she waited too long. After lisa managed to calm herself, she went into their room hoping that jennie had fall asleep and yes she is. She slowly reach the bed and lay down beside her wife. She turn her sideways facing jennie. Putting a strand of jennie's hair that was blocking her face away.

"Why is it so hard for you to accept me. Why cant you give me a chance to love you jennie" Lisa whispered slowly. Then she fell asleep with facing jennie. Close. Really close. 

Jennie woke up the next morning realised that lisa got up earlier than her. She look around searching for lisa. She then saw her walking out from the closet room, getting ready for work. It's kind a weird for her because usually she will wake up first before lisa.

'Why is she up too early? Does she have a meeting today' jennie frown her eyebrows.

"Good morning" jennie greet her awkwardly. After what happened last night, jennie felt guilty towards her and she really thinks she need to explain and say sorry 

"Morning." Lisa said coldly. Jennie know something is wrong. Lisa never act cold with her. 

She got up from the bed reaching for lisa who's standing in front of the mirror trying to button up her shirt. She tried to turn her wife around and was about to reach for her shirt when lisa stops her. Lisa let her shirt e