Heart, why are you knocking so loudly?

Why do my eyes look at one point?

Why do other voices disappear when she comes to me?

Why am I being nervous next to her?

We debuted for three years, and before that we had known each other for more than a year. We live in one room, and I know everything about her. We are her best friends, and at the same time she is the oldest among us. Our unnie, which we obey. Her intuition has always helped us out of difficult situations. Her energy has always charged us with the power to end the day. The endless energy of laughter and love. My heart was always calm during her teaser.

She is a master to tease, we all get from her, but we are used to it, such is Nayeon-unnie. I just smiled or accepted her game to amuse our fans. They really liked when a spark ran between us, they shone happily when they shouted the name of our couple MiNayeon. She was always the first to flirt, and she always warned me what she would do.

We had fun until today, and we continued to shoot the video for the new song Dance to night away. More precisely, they shot what happened behind the scene of the clip.

Exploring the cave led my heart to thrill with admiration when Nayeon-unnie appeared in front of me with fluffy hair and a red dress. My eyes, I could not look away from her chest. And she almost got angry at the lock of Unnie's hair, which covered such a beautiful view. Carelessly, as best she could, she reached out and led them aside, smiling shyly when she was caught red-handed.

- Do you like me? - asked Nayeon-unnie, smiling, turning to face me, and then hugging by the shoulders and approaching me even closer. “You too, beautiful, Minari.”

My smile did not leave my face until the end of the week. And my heart set up a crazy race with my thoughts when our eyes met by chance, or when they touched me. I began to notice after myself that I was nervous when she spoke to me. My voice disappears somewhere, my hands tremble and my knees bend. And it seems to me that I'm losing my hearing, because the only thing I hear is the voice of Nayeon-ni. And I see only her. And I want to always be near her. In any situation.

I'm afraid to confess to myself

I'm afraid to make a mistake, taking feelings for admiration

If this is true, then I'm afraid to drown in a lie

What should I do? How to understand, and if I understand, then how do I go on living?