Hello,

My name is Bae Suzy (Suji), I'm known as Nation First Love ❤ and as of right now I'm dating... But this relationship isn't "perfect." I'm not happy, I want to give up on (relationship) but I can't. The reason being is because we been together for about 4 years now and I'm afraid of being ALONE. I mean.. I've always been alone but I love him with all my heart but it doesn't seem like he does. He flirts with other girls, I'm usually not the jealous type but he just happen.. to take it too far.. like I don't exist or I'm not his girlfriend... He doesn't treat me right... But it so hard to walk away or leave. I just want someone to love me, someone to treat me good, just anyone who.. will be there for me. But other than that, I barely have friends because ever since I got with my boyfriend.. I just don't have any friends anymore.  However... I met many amazing guy friends (BTS) and my relationship with one of the members has progress.