This story is not about Kim Yongsun, but still, I wanted to say something about her.

Once in an interview she said « Lazy People Have No Future. » and I felt so attacked from this sentence. Because I AM a lazy person. And I have always been, I never put any effort into doing anything. I graduated because of my good memory, I am skillful in playing musical instrument for some reason, I can draw too, I also am a great swimmer. I can do so many things and yet I never put any real effort into anything, just because I was already good.

And, seeing Kim Yongsun, accomplishing so much through her hard work, never complaining and sometimes, seeing her satisfaction about all her effort, is the greastest slap in the face I could have ever asked for. Working hard with a goal in mind is good. It's impressive and so validating once you realized how much you just accomplished. So, I just wanted to say, I trully admire Kim Yongsun as a person, maybe more than Solar.

Lately, I've been trying to change the way I think. Keeping Yongsun's sentence in mind. It can start small. Like, obviously english isn't my first language, so I've been trying to improve it, writing stories helps a lot. And while writing stories, I realized how bad my writing style was, so I start seaching around, trying new stuff, to write better story. If you read the first stories, you'll see, it isn't that great, it's cold and barely readable. I am not saying that now it is the best, just I feel like it is getting better. It's not just writing, I've been trying to do a lot of daily stuff with a new mindset. Because, well, life is bitter, but it isn't a reason not to try again every day.