I started this ages ago because I was inspired by a Lofter fic even though I have like no idea how to write Meiqi and I expected this to be like 3k max and then it just kept getting longer and longer and I'm like wtf at its 7.5k word count which is like 3k longer than any of my FuXuan fics and FuXuan are my actual OTP and I'm like ?????????? at myself. Also I wrote this fic super out of order and had to mash scenes in to fit what I originally wrote so. Beware hahha.