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                ✦     ➛ trigger

                        ➛ drug addictions

                        ➛ mental disorders

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❛ This- was the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, for as long as I could remember. Because suddenly, the world went quiet...and I felt safe in my own head. ❜

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❛ If I could be a different person..I would. Not because I want it, but because society does. Then again... society. ❜

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               ???? __ + ❝ Finnegan. ❞

₀₁ . . . / Fin-eh-gan / The name that wasn’t really supposed to be born.

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               ????? __ + ❝ Twenty Five. ❞

[ South Korea : 4,,20 p.m ]

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 Ironic, isn’t it.

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               ??????????? __ + ❝ Not right. ❞        

Look at society, they’ll tell you my orientation.

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❛ Choking isn’t a ual kink for me, it's a way to feel again- and get close to the thing I want most. Death.  ❜

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             ❛ ✦ ? ᝰ Drugs.

             ❛ ✦ ? ᝰ .

              ❛ ✦ ? ᝰ The 2 seconds where I feel like there's no air in the world and your panicking until everything goes ing dark and - it feels good.

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                 ,,

                     What do you feel?

                           Funny you ask.

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“Nothing except wanting to feel.”

 

 

 

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Everytime I take the white dust and wake up tomorrow.

 

                

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                                         ???????? : Christian.

Pretty boys in skirts exist. If God aint real, real isn't.

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                                         Red.

You get used to seeing it if you go to a couple of raves. People get shot all the time, pretty color if you ask me.

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                                          that.

You know, for someone who s up there lungs, blood stream, and nostrils constantly- I don’t got much healthy any more. Gotta keep that liver, you know?

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                                         Meat.

What kind? I think the ones that go down my throat.

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That’s what weed smells like, right?

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❛ I didn’t build this system, nor did I it up. ❜

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common sense : 1 out of 8.

 

Considering I do drugs, I wouldn’t follow my sense nor mind. It’s pretty ed- if you ask me.

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temper : 8 out of 8.

 

Violence is fun for a physco like me.

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mental health : 1 out of 8.

 

Society tells me that having OCD, ADD, and SPD is pretty ing nuts. So...pretty ing nuts.

 

patience : 7 out of 8.

 

Weeds a great thing.

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❛ Pretty lies, pretty lips, pretty ed up. ❜

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                   word to describe child hood ;

Ever heard of daddy issues?⊹ ⋅⋅⋅

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                    word to describe teen years ;

Self hatred.⊹ ⋅⋅⋅

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                    word to describe adulthood ;

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❛ Floating. ❜

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❝ el fin. ❞

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➶ an important notice before you comment ;

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⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀This is based off the HBO show called ; Euphoria as seen in the trailer. This was an idea that popped up in my head for an FC and I immediately fell in love with it. My character, if you didn’t fully understand- is the character Rue with a few of my own changes. In no way am I romanticising drug use or trying to give it a positive light. Drug use, mental disorders are extremely serious things and if anyone needs help or a soft word; I am here. Even if everyone else isn’t. Now, if my character hurts your fc in anyway due to these- remember this is ALL roleplay. My characters thoughts, emotions, etc are all FAKE. I would never intentionally emotionally hurt someone for my own happiness. This, is a dark character with a dark background. If you're not able to handle it, I suggest you don’t even try to roleplay with me. Also, if you’re going to comment at how inappropriate this wiki is- don’t. Because there were specific warnings right in the beginning. I suggest to be careful next time.  

➶ fc : Suga, from BTS.

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