It feels awful to walk away
Take forced steps away
From your smiling face
That smiling face
That used to stare at me
That used to be for me
It's gone.

You are gone.
I'm so lost when you're gone
I stood tall and proud
Dying? No. dead but proud
I'm a deceiver remember?
A Selfish, Unkind, indifferent, trickster
Who loves you.

I love you
isn’t it enough that I do
that I adore you
every piece of you
every detail
from your eye brows to your toe nails
Only you. With all the darkness within me
The darkness that scared you.