*LISA'S POV*

Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose you, can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever stops you leavin'

Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over

"Seul, pwede pasabi kay Chu na hinaan yung sounds niya please?" sigaw ko habang nasa kwarto. Ang lungkot ko na nga tapos ganoon pa yung sounds, baka maiyk pa ko. Hahahaha.

Lumipas yung buong araw na parang pinatay nalang din ni Jennie yung buong pagkatao ko. Lumabas ako ng kwarto dahil mukhang di ako narinig ng dalawa kong kaibigan dahil natutulog na din si Seul pala at si Jisoo, masyadong malakas yung sounds para marinig ako. Papunta na sana ako sa kwarto ni Jisoo nung marinig ko na may kumakatok. 

"Lis.." narinig ko na sinabi ni Jennie pagkabukas na pagkabukas ko nung pinto.

"Seryoso?" tanong ko sakanya at akmang isasara yung pintuan nung hinarang niya yung paa niya which prevented me from closing the door. "Let me explain.." sabi pa niya.

"Jennie, I've had enough." I said at pumasok na ko ng apartment without closing the door. Sinundan niya ko. She hugged me from the back.

"This is too much, even for me." sabi ko as I tried so hard to control my tears. "I'm sorry." narinig kong bulong niya.

"Hanggang kailan ka hihingi ng sorry sakin Jen? Hindi na kita maintindihan." sambit ko as I faced her. "Dare lang ba ako sayo? What am I to you, really? Kaya ko pa yung pang-aasar niyo minsan pero Jennie pagkatao ko na yung sinira mo kanina." sabi ko pa.

"Was any of last night even real for you?" sabi ko and I felt the tears escape from my eyes. Jennie was crying too as she nodded continuously. "Tzuyu's rich like all of you and your minions pero she doesn't treat me that way. Ano bang meron, Jennie? Oo nagbago ka.. Pero bakit ka ganito? Para lang sa reputasyon? Jennie naman. May choice ka naman na hindi ako pansinin.. you had a choice. Pero bat pinipili mo padin akong pahirapan? You keep on pushing and pulling. Hindi ko na kaya."

"I'm sorry, nadala lang ako.. Lis.. Please forgive me, hindi na mauulit. You know I lo--" she trailed off pero I stopped her. "Don't say that. Hindi kayang