*LISA'S POV*

Nagising ako na may naramdamang mabigat sa ibabaw ng dibdib ko. Pagmulat ko ng mga mata ko, nakita ko na Jennie's arms were on top of me and she was sleeping soundly. Napangiti naman ako dahil hindi ko inaasahan, not even in my wildest dreams na makakasama ko in that way si Jennie. Si Jennie na naging crush ko at hangang hanga ako simula pa nung mga bata palang kami. 

"Hhhhmmm.." sabi niya sabay unat ng mga braso niya without opening her eyes. "Good morning." bati ko naman sakanya.

“. I’m late for practice!” Jennie exclaimed sabay tayo. She stood up and gathered her clothes at sinuot niya pagkatapos. She slept bare on my mattress dahil hindi na rin siya nagbihis kasi wala na daw siyang energy kagabi.

Pagkabihis niya, she immediately headed for the door pero I quickly held her arms para pigilan siya.

“Jen, we need to talk about this.” sambit ko. I was referring to what happened last night. Medyo magulo din para sa akin dahil ilang months kaming hindi nagkita ni Jennie at yung first interaction namin ay… . Nadala na lang din siguro kami ng mga pent up emptions namin. Nito ko lang naisip na masyado akong padalos-dalos sa mga naging desisyon ko these days pero atleast my first time was with Jennie, a woman I cared about the most.

She looked at me and hesistantly nodded. “I really need to go, Lis. Thanks for letting me stay.” she stated and she pecked my lips. Napa-smile naman ako and I took that kiss as an assurance na later on ay mapag-uusapan namin ni Jennie kung ano mang nangyari kagabi.

Hindi ko na din siya naihatid palabas dahil madaling-madali na siya kaya naman napagpasyahan ko na maligo na lang at papasok na din naman kami. Pagkatapos kong maligo ay dumiretso ako sa sala kung saan inabutan ko sina Jisoo at Seul na naghahanda ng breakfast. Naroon din sa table sina Tzuyu at Rose.

“Bat ganyan ka makatingin?” tanong ko kay Seulgi. Ngumisi naman siya. I looked at Tzuyu and she just shrugged her shoulders. “What?” tanong ko naman kay Tzuyu Kinuha niya naman yung braso ko at dinala ako sa labas ng kwarto. Sinundan ako ng tingin ni Seulgi.

“Sure ka ba sa ginagawa mo, Lis?” Biglang tanong sakin ni Tzuyu with her arms crossed. “Ikaw nagsabi na subukan kong ayusin kami ni Jennie. Why do you seem so bothered?” tanong ko sakanya pabalik.

“, Lis. When I said that I didn’t mean you needed to have with her!” she exclaimed at nanlaki naman mga mata ko. I stood still for a while and later on narinig ko yung buntong hininga ni Seul.

“I just hope you won’t regret it, Lis. I really do.” sambit ulit ni Tzuyu. “I’m sorry..” sabi ko and she looked at me with her eyes almost teary. I held her arms tapos tumingin siya sakin. “Why are you sorry?  Gosh why am I even crying?” she said as she wiped her tears.

“Di ko alam, Tzu.. Insensitive ako. Im really sorry. After everything you did for me..” I trailed off tapos she shook her head. “No, Lis. Nag-usap na tayo about us. Wala namang tayo. I just didn’t think it would hurt, hearing you both. ” sabi as she smiled sadly.

“Y-You heard?” sabi ko as I stuttered. Nakakahiya. Umiling siya. “No, not inside Seulgi's room pero nung pumunta ko sa sala. I kinda heard things..” sabi niya pa. “I’m sorry.”  Yun nalang ang nasabi ko.