“I hear a voice that in the wind speaks about you

This soul without a heart awaits you… Adagio

The nights without your skin, the dreams without stars

Images of your face passing suddenly give me still hope

that İ will find you… Adagio

I close my eyes and I see you

I'm trying to find the path that will take me away from this agony

İ feel in me, beating this music that

İ've invented for you…”

Adagio (Italian Version) - Lara Fabian

TW. Mentions of mental illness, self-harming

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A/N This story was posted as a part of Jaeho Exchange Fest 2018 (Prompt #003). This version has an alternative ending I originally thought for it but I changed it in the process thanks to SIA's song.

Hope you like it, even when it's angst ;-)

For memories I use italics and change the tense, so I wish there's no confussion.

Sorry for the crappy cover :-)

The original ending is posted on Jaeho_Xchange profile.