I hate her before. I hate her guts. I hate how she walks confidently. I hate how she can embarrass anyone who blocks her way. I hate how she used my secret to make me obey her. I want to say that I hate everything about her before , but I cant

Because there’s one thing that i can’t hate about her

HER KISS

Yes ! you read it right ..

I can’t hate her kisses ,even if I want to

Because I like it

I tried to deny it , but I always ended up dreaming about it .

Her kiss is so sweet that I cant hate it, even though I knew that she’s just taking advantage.

I always ended up forgetting how much I hate her whenever she kiss me.

She’s not my first kiss ,but her kiss is so different ,and that’s the one thing that I can’t deny to myself.

I hate her ‘ I really do ,but that was before I started paying attention to her,

And there, I started noticing how beautiful she is ,

Noticing how mysterious she is ,

Noticing how cool she is ,

Noticing her every move,

Noticing how perfect she can be ,

And lastly,

Noticing how her aura and smile covered the sadness in her eyes.

She smiles a lot ,but if you look deeply in her eyes, you will see how cold and sad it is .

She’s lonely but she also does’nt want anyone to be with her.

I wonder what makes her live like thi--

“she’s pretty right ?” I snap out of my thoughts when yuju speaks beside me

“ huh?” Im silently hoping that she didn’t caught me staring at yerin

“yerin. She’s really pretty right ?”

But who am I fooling ? ofcourse she caught me . GEEEZZ

I bring back my focus at my notebook ,trying to hide my surely blushing cheeks.

And Ofcourse I knew im blushing ..

Who wouldn’t ? she just caught me again staring at yerin!

And Yes ! its already the third time yuju caught me staring..

Urghhh !!! I just can’t help it ! That girl a.k.a ms.psycho really caught my curiousity …

“tss”I hissed wishing that she’ll just dismiss the topic

“do you like her ?” but she’s yuju and giving up don’t exist in her vocabulary

I gave her the what-makes-you-think-that-i-like-her ? look

She cleared first “well you can just tell me if you like her, you know I already caught you staring at her a couple of times “ she wiggle her eyebrows like she’s telling me that she knows my deep dark secret

She’s really annoying

I took a deep breathe while closing my notebook “ uhmm what if I do ? would you tell it to yewon ?”I ask curiously

She shrug her shoulders “I’m not in the position to do that ,and you also know that untill now she’s still mad at what yerin did to you right ? so no no no .. she’s really scary when she’s mad “she said like she’s narrating a horror story

I think she desserve to be called psycho than yerin geez

“I don’t like her” I tried to sound non-chalant though I know she won’t believe It” ï’m just curious about her “I added ,which makes her eyebrows furrow

“curious ?”

“yes . im curious to everything about her. Look at her”I tilt my head to yerin’s direction , telling yuju to look at her “she looks so mysterious”

Yerin is just sitting at her desk while looking out of the window, earphones on her ear and tapping her desk with her fingers.

“she looks so bored .I don’t see anything especial that can make you curious about her “

I stare at yerin. Yuju is right , if you look at her there’s nothing really especial aside her pretty face that can caught someone’s curiosity

But I saw something behind that pretty face,something that I missed to see before , something that she kept covering with her smile.There’s a story behind her pshycho attitude,And that’s the story that I want to unveil. I don’t know what’s in me ,but im eager to enter her world .

“but,you know , curiosity can lead to love “I immediately turn my head to her to what she said

“stop It yuju “

“what ? . its true. If you are curious about someone , you’ll do everything to know something about that person to satisfy your curiosity, and little did you know, you are already falling in love to that person.”

“what are you now? A love guru ? I think you are much deserve to be call a psycho than yerin , you’re way weirder than her “i hit her with my notebook but she just shrug

“ you’re the weird one here and not me tsk. She blackmailed you and do things that against your will, she literally made you her slaved, but here you are staring at her in every single chance you got and telling me that you are JUST curious about her?, is’nt weird ?. now I’m done talking to y