Let Me ( Eleven Part 2)

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Jinyoung lets out a deep sigh as he tries to focus himself again on their professor who's speaking in front. He just doesn’t know why he was so distracted these past few days as if there's something inside of him that keeps on bothering him.

 

Looking outside the window, he finally got a temporary peace of mind.

 

"ing let go of him!"

 

And it was when Jinyoung, for the nth time, flinched on his seat as a certain memory came back flashing in his mind. He shakes his head slightly trying to shook the thoughts away, but he just can't.

 

Giving up, he lazily rests his back on his chair, letting himself be drown again with his own thoughts.

 

"Can you…not…be around me for a while?"

 

He wasn't sure if that was necessary, but he thinks that it will at least give him time to sort out his thoughts these past few days.

 

Don’t get him wrong. He wasn't mad or anything, in fact, even though he's a little in denial about it, he was thankful that the younger didn't even hesitate to stand up for him. Jinyoung had never yet gone into a fist fight and even though he was always so full of himself and that he does appears so tough, he didn't know if he can protect himself in that way if ever that thing happens and no one was there to protect him. Maybe he'll swing a fist but he didn't know if it would be effective against that jerk. So having the younger with him that time, even though he was ashamed that the younger witnessed someone man handling him, he felt thankful and he honestly felt that strong security even though he was in fact younger than him.

 

Actually, the reason for him saying that is, yes, it was true that he will be so busy this upcoming week, he knows that it wouldn't get him into any better and so he was positive that he'll be prone to stress and irritation. Jinyoung isn't someone you'll love to meet during those times and he was worried that he'll get to yell at him again if ever he's around. He didn't want to be guilty over something again during his most stressful days, that's why he thinks it was better for him to not be around.

 

Also, one of the hidden reasons is that… he feels so sorry….

 

He feels so sorry that the younger saw that happening to him, he feels so sorry that he got into a fight because of him…he feels so sorry to pull out that agitating version of the younger that after it, Jinyoung feels like he just wanted the floor to just eat him whole and that he feels like he doesn’t have the guts to even face him anymore…

 

Lastly,

 

He didn't know what's up with him, but…

 

He's never like this before….

 

That wasn't the first time he has encountered students like that and normally, he would just ignore them and would just show them how authoritative he was for them to stop. He never had felt the feeling of being submissive and the feeling of expecting someone to look after you. He never felt so bothered and worried like this over things other than his studies and duties. He never felt so sensitive about other people's feelings or thoughts. He just never cares.

 

But these past few weeks, he strangely does felt all of it and he knows that he was such an independent person but nowadays he felt like he was unconsciously being so dependent to someone…

 

Jinyoung was scared to be very honest…

 

He was never a version of himself right now before….and he's afraid of getting used to it to the point that he would end up letting his guards down, because he knows once he let it down, everything will completely change about and around him.

 

'Maybe being alone for a while would bring me back to my senses...'

 

He thought.

 

"Park Jinyoung?"

 

Jinyoung snapped out of his thoughts when he felt someone nudging him. Shifting his head to his side, he saw his best friend looking at him with worry.

 

"You've been spacing out the whole period. What're are you thinking?"

 

"Huh? Um…nothing really…I'm just…a little sleepy that's all."

 

"You know that I wouldn't buy it, right?"

 

Mark said as he looks at his friend with suspicion. Jinyoung immediately averted his eyes and just starts packing his things inside his sling bag.

 

"Are you okay?"

 

Mark asks again once they are finally out of their room and are now walking at the hallways.

 

"Well, yes…why wouldn't I be?"

 

"You're seriously not yourself today Jinyoung,"

 

Mark said, knowing all too well that his best friend is going through something today. Though, Jinyoung wasn't a talkative person, he's been so unusually quiet since morning. He keeps on spacing out too that even their professor needs to constantly mentioned his name during discussion. Jinyoung had never look so bothered like this before and remembering what bammie told them from the other day, he was guessing that it got something to do with what happened at the detention room.

 

"I told you I'm okay. I was just lacking some sleep that's all."

 

He answered and Mark just lets out a deep sigh.

 

"Fine…but you know that I'm your best friend right? I won't force you to talk but if you finally felt like talking about it, even though I can't promise that I can give you some valuable advice I am always here willing to help and listen…"

 

He said.

 

"Cheesy."

 

The latter said and Mark just chuckles as he shakes his head in disbelief.

 

'Still the same, reserved guy that I've ever met.'

 

He thought.

 

"Anyway, it's lunch now they're probably waiting now at the cafeteria?"

 

"Oh about that…"

 

"Why?"

 

"Hm…I still have a lot to do at the council so…"

 

"What? No way! At least eat first before draining yourself there! And also, Gyeommie is probably waiting for you so we must go there now!"

 

Jinyoung pursed his lips into a thin line as his own ears started heating up.

 

"Can you…not…be around me for a while?"

 

What's the point of asking him that if I will just show up like that? Also, like what he has said, he didn't know how to face him anymore after what happened.

 

"I'll have it later; I really need to go."

 

"What? Hey!"

 

Mark cannot do anything anymore when Jinyoung had quickly turned to his left to probably go to the student council office. He just lets out a deep sigh and just continued his way to the cafeteria.

 

"Hi baby! What's the matter?"

 

Jackson greeted, but immediately turned concern when he notices how pouty his boyfriend looks right now.

 

"And why are you alone hyung? Where's Jinyoung hyung?"

 

Gyeom asks as soon as he realized that Jinyoung wouldn't be coming anytime soon.

 

Mark thinks about it for a while. Knowing the younger, he'll probably stress himself out too if he told him Jinyoung looks so off today. He didn't want to make his friend worried.

 

"He's busy at the council today so…"

 

"He won't be coming for lunch today?"

 

The younger asks with hopeful eyes that if Mark was drowned enough by those eyes, he'd be dragging Jinyoung out of the council to be here.

 

"Y-yes.."

 

He answered and the younger just nodded his head, obviously disappointed.

 

'Ah, right…he didn't want me around him for a while…It's okay, I understand…I get it.'

 

He thought as he started sulking.

 

The other guys on the table seriously felt him being down too. They exchange some looks of concerned not sure what to do or what to say to cheer up their youngest friend.

 

All of them knew what happened. Bammie told them and even though Jinyoung wasn't that close to them, they were all seriously so mad about that jerk daring to do that to him. Jaebum even said that he'll give that jerk a fist once he saw him, which Youngjae immediately disapproved because he didn't want him getting into a fight. Also, even though they were surprised to hear that, they felt so proud on Yugyeom for bravely standing up for him. Bammie also told them about the senior’s request and they weren't sure if it was purely just because he was busy or more than that, but one thing is for sure, they were slightly hurt for their youngest friend because of that.

 

"You have his number right? Just text him not to skip his meals like you always did,"

 

Bammie tried teasing him attempting to light up his mood but Yugyeom seems like he didn't even hear him.

 

"Or you can just buy him something delicious outside and personally deliver it to him since he's so busy?"

 

Youngjae added.

 

"He didn't want me to."

 

Yugyeom whispered. Head hanging low as he just keeps on poking his food with his spoon.

 

His hyungs exchanges some looks again until the pressure was on Jackson.

 

Jaebum keeps on giving him a look as if saying, 'Do something' to lighten up the younger's mood, knowing all too well Jackson works best during times like this.

 

Not having a choice, he cleared his throat before speaking.

 

"Anyway, Yugyeom-ah? Let's play at the bowling alley later! My treat!"

 

He said excitedly, hoping that at least, the younger would be distracted but to their dismay, Yugyeom only shakes his head as a 'no.'

 

"How about going to that studio nearby? We haven't get to dance for a while, you love that right?"

 

"I wanna join too!"

 

Bammie said.

 

"You guys can go, I'm not really in the mood, sorry…"

 

Yugyeom answered, not even lifting his head up to look at them.

 

"Anyway, I'll be going first…"

 

"What? You haven't even touched your food?"

 

Jaebum said when the younger starts standing up.

 

"I'm not really hungry, hyung…"

 

He said and finally turns his back and just walks till he's out of the cafeteria. The hyungs was just left there looking at the cafeteria's door, looking so worried.

 

"I don't know if I can already consider that as his first hear break or there's yet more to come?"

 

Bam said.

 

"I do think there's still yet more to come."

 

Youngjae answered they just all let out a deep sigh.

 

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"Hyung, seriously I am not really in the mood to be playing anything, please?"

 

Yugyeom plead while he was being dragged at the basketball court.

 

"Come on, Gyeommie! We're doing this so you could regain your energy! Heck, you're the youngest here, aren't you too weak eh?"

 

Jackson said as he finally let go of the younger's wrist.

 

"Being physically weak is far from being heartbroken though?"

 

Youngjae commented at the side. Jaebum gestures him to stop talking and just let Jackson do the work.

 

"Okay! So, we'll be playing two versus two!"

 

Jackson started after he's done settling down their bags and upper uniforms.

 

"And shouldn't you hyungs be in class at this hour? Why're you guys ditching?"

 

Yugyeom asks trying to make a way to escaped this because he's just not really in the mood to be doing stuffs today. He just feels so heavy and everything that all he wanted to do is go home and sulk on his own at his bed room. He didn't even know why he still choose to attend his classes today knowing he'll just doze off throughout the day?

 

"And where's Bammie?"

 

"Okay. First, that class is boring and we want to play basketball with you, that's it. Second, Bammie told us earlier that he can't go since he'll be doing his project with Jimin today, you heard that too earlier so why are you even asking? Third, why do you asks so much? Let's just play!"

 

Jackson said as he started dribbling the ball. Jaebum and Youngjae positioned themselves getting ready for it while Yugyeom didn't have a choice but to do the same. This hyungs wouldn't let him live if he didn't move his anyway so whatever, and besides, it's been a week that he haven't get to properly meet and see him and also been a week since he seems like he already lost his soul so maybe it was a good thing too to distract himself for a while about that hyung.

 

"What the heck, Gyeommie?! I am your team mate not him!"

 

Jackson complained when Yugyeom accidentally passed the ball to Youngjae, making them lose the game for the fourth time in a row. Youngjae just laughed his out while Jaebum jokingly patted Jackson's shoulder.

 

"Calm down, dude. It's just a game,"

 

He said, because Jackson seriously looks offended as if he had forgotten that they were in fact playing these game to distract Yugyeom from being heart broken.

 

"Fine! Let's just take a break!"

 

He said as he goes back at the bleachers where they put their things on.

 

"Sorry hyung, I'm just gonna treat you food later when we got out,"

 

Yugyeom said knowing all too well, his hyung can easily get so pissed off with just a simple game. Jackson lets out a sigh and rested his arms on the younger's shoulder pulling him closer.

 

"Yah! It's just a game! No need to apologize, but okay can you treat me ramen later?"

 

Yugyeom couldn't help but chuckles about that.

 

"Shouldn't it be you to treat me? You're older than me,"

 

"I thought you're sorry, because yes, I am still pissed that you keep on passing that freaking ball to Youngjae even I'm just at your side?"

 

Jackson answered and they all started to laugh.

 

"Okay then hyung, I'll treat you ramen later,"

 

He answered, laughing.

 

"Uh hi?"

 

All of them shifted their attention at the new comer.

 

"Oh, Jungkook, Hi!"

 

Yugyeom greeted as he recognizes the boy while his friends were looking at him as if asking him who he was. Yugyeom then stood up so he can at least introduce him to his friends properly.

 

"Uh, hyung this is Jungkook, he’s a junior at Business Management, and um, this Jackson hyung and Jaebum hyung, senior at Theater arts and right here is Youngjae also a junior at Journalism."

 

"Hi! Jeon Jungkook!"

 

The boy said while bowing and shaking hands with the other guys.

 

"So uh, what's up?"

 

Yugyeom asks, curious too as to why Jungkook was approaching him. Not that it was weird because what's wrong with greeting your friend anyway? But it's just that he suddenly pop out from nowhere?

 

"Hmm, nothing much. I was about to take a noon break when I saw you guys here so why not say hi?"

 

"Oh…"

 

"Also, I….just want to know if you’re okay?"

 

The latter said with an obvious hint of hesitation.

 

"Is he getting shy?"

 

Youngjae secretly whispered, Jaebum just shrugged his shoulders.

 

"Huh?"

 

Yugyeom asks not really sure what he was pertaining to. Jungkook started to get a little uneasy as he starts scratching the back of his head.

 

"I mean…I heard you…got into a fight the other day?"

 

"Oh! That..."

 

The guys at their side quickly check the younger's reaction and seeing his mood obviously changing by the mention of it, they couldn't help but let out a sigh as they secretly blamed Jungkook for bringing it up again.

 

"Well..I'm fine."

 

Gyeom said with an obvious forced small smile on his lips.

 

'Are you really fine?'

 

He asks himself too.

 

"Good thing to hear that,"

 

"Hm."

 

"But you know, you shouldn't be risking yourself that much…I mean, it’s so nice and brave of you to defend our president but…those kind of students wouldn't just stop specially you swing back a fis

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kaszkanka
#1
Chapter 11: Yugyeom is so annoying sksksks like I wouldn't go out with either and i'm already whipped for him
greenoceang7 #2
Chapter 26: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/1404205/26'>Bonus Chapter (Epilogue)</a></span>
i'm so glad i read this until the end aahh while i rarely had a thought about this ship, i still found them both really cute when interacting with each other, the tom and jerry they would say, and i could really see that gossh

i kinda frustrated when you made Jinyoung super duper tsundere in this story skjsjsk i guess that's Park jinyoung for you, he speaks through his eyes, his eyes speak everything, and of course the pure and kind Gyeomie, props to him for putting a lot of patience for Jinyoung really his patience is as wide as pacific ocean gaah even i'm mad at him sometimes skshsj but nevertheless they really deeply in love with each other that's why they could face every problem that came through, i really love the story you wrote, i love in the beginning it started really sweet and i love the kind of story when they got teased by their friend a lot and ot5 just supporting and having their back, and the whole confession thing it's just so cute! the fact that 160k only just for one month of their love story imagine a whole year or everyday life bruuh i'm down for that if you decided to make a sequel or something, i would read all of that even if it had a million words! Thank you for writing this story, it definitely for self indulgence but i really love it and i'm so grateful i found and read this story! x
greenoceang7 #3
Chapter 23: author nim you really have a bad habit of making them having a moment then got interrupted aaaah
greenoceang7 #4
Chapter 15: Bruuuh this chapter make me squealll like crazy bc they're so cute but then also broken at the end of it gah it made my emotion up and down
greenoceang7 #5
Chapter 3: Only this chapter and i already laughing like crazy aksbsk seeing yugyeom act like teenage in love is so cute and i can't wait for him to broke jinyoung's wall :)))
greenoceang7 #6
Chapter 1: Ah i'm so glad for this fic, it's long it's chaptered it's pepigyeom which is rare and also completed aaah i'm so happy thank you for writing this author-nim now i know what i should do everyday XD
gotshinee #7
Chapter 26: i just finished reading this story and im really hpyy i found it
Jingyeom fics are really rare
and this is so beautiful and chaptered
THANK YOU

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juls_02 #8
Please do a sequel , this fic is so beautiful a masterpeice indeed ..aww my jingyeom heart omggggg please please ????
DefSoulARSjae23
#9
Chapter 26: Waaa, it already ended nicely. Dont you dare saying this fic is crappy, this is my happiness! Good Job, I'll miss you (actually ive been waiting for yesterday's update lol). I agree for you to write the sequel ! Have a nice dayyy
DefSoulARSjae23
#10
Chapter 14: Aww cute,,,,, Love it so much!