Thats it, i was discharged and finally out of the hospital. I was able to see lots of fans and reporters outside the hospital when i was discharged but i was scared so i just had my head low my guards walking in front and behind me while my sister walking on my left and oppa on my right I was thankful that they protected me like that but i was still scared.. if they dont hate me now .. that means the hate is toward sulli.. I cant help get worried over her.. she looked so bad. I know i should hate her but i cant! Deep down inside her i could still feel the old sulli inside her so she was still important to me I wont forgive myself if something happened to her We arrived at our apartment and my mind was still a mess "Oppa , unnie .. i have a favor to ask of you two.." i hesitatingly asked before looking up at them They looked at each other and nodded, kris sat at the sofa in front of me meanwhile unnie sat beside me I sighed as i bit my lip "Whats wrong babe, is anything bothering you?" Kris asked and i could feel concern in his eyes sincerely "I want you guys to help me find sulli... am worried about her" i said as i bit my lip worried about their reactions which i fully knew wont be a happy reaction Unnie rolled her eyes and oppa tensed but he fake smiled when i looked at me I was thankful to have him here and unnie and i really needed their help " Soojung why would you want to find her? That witch tried to ruin you! I dont get it" she glared making me sigh before looking at oppa for help I was begging him to side with me so unnie would agree but what did I expect kris decided to look elsewhere to avoid me "She came to meet me today unnie, she was a mess am so worried over her unnie" i sighed as i bit my lower lip afraid to even say what was in my mind "Am afraid she will do something to herself unnie, her eyes had no life in it. I know she did me wrong