" mom please i am fine, its really alright you could go back to California unnie is with me"i tried to reassure mom but she just woudlnt believe that i am alright 

"No dear how could i leave you in this state alone" she frowned as i gave her a sad smile before looking at dad 

"Mom am really fine and i would feel awful if i got to be obstacle in dad's job more than i did already . I already feel awful bringing you guys here and worrying you so go back with dad, dont let him leave alone" 

dad is a lawyer so he is busy all the time, am more than thankful and sorry that they came here for a whole week but its hard to see my dad on the phone all the time for the past week, being a lawyer is not easy 

She was hesitant but agreed as i smiled at her as a sign of reassurance

"Daughter take good care of yourself, i am sorry that i cant stay longer but you know my job .." he sighed as he kissed my forehead and i nodded 

"Soojung-ah i will company our parents to the airport, i will be back soon" jess unnie said and i nodded before hugging my parents.

I was holding my tears so my parents wont get any more worried but it was just hard so my eyes watered alittle as i said my farewell

As soon as they left the room i shed tears nonstop that made kris oppa hug me to calm me down but how could i calm down when i saw my parents like that..

What an awful daughter i am to make my parents cry and worried for me..

"Its okay baby stop crying, everything will be fine, everything will get better"oppa tried to calm me down with encouraging words but...

"Nothing is gonna be fine oppa, i am seen as a bully and drink holic and a suicidal kid in the industry, i made all of you ashamed of me ..oppa i ..." i couldnt continue because of all the tears you had shed i was breathless "shhhh" kris tried to stop me from talking as he patted my back continuously to calm me down 

"Nobody think of you like that,those who think like that are stupid and i will beat their up for you so dont cry anymore"he smiled as he pinched my nose making me chuckle 

As i looked at his