Songs;

Heart Attack sang by EXO

Author's Note;

Hi, everyone. It is Miya / MinYa10 here and I would like to say thank you for reading this. The story is an angst fan fiction (but I guess the ending would be a happy one, idk) and the inspiration comes from the song What is Love, sang by EXO. I truly love the MV and I decided to write this fic based on Luhan's point of view. I don't own the characters, especially Luhan, Kai and Sehun. Photos are not mine either. Credits to the rightful owners. Lastly, subscribers, commenters and readers are loved always. Happy reading. 

Warning;

Please do not plagiarize. Do understand if I cannot update frequently, because sometimes, problems appear without us wanting them. So please understand. I will try to update this story once or twice a week. Remember, if the plots in this fanfic are the same as yours, I am 100 percent sure that this is purely a coincidence. Thank you for understanding.

Credits;

First of all, I would like to say thank you to Chanminwoo_18 for giving me few suggestions and help. For the poster, credits to kumocho. I love her works, seriously. If you have time or need a new poster for your fanfic, feel free to check out her shop. :) Next, credits to linkinwoojung, my senior, for requesting the poster for me at kumocho's shop. I am truly thankful for her help and I appreciated it a lot. Lastly, I want to say thank you to Rifa_Namstar for making the dark and angst poster for me at Snowdrop's Request Shop. Feel free to request there if you want! Thanks a lot for the readers too. Without you, my story will be incomplete. I love you, guys. 

Preview;

L uhan ruffled his hair continuously, feeling uneasy. He changed seats from the nearest to the furthest chair out of the emergency room, his eyes twitched along with the beating of his heart. Beads of sweat started to form on his body and his eyes were getting teary. He crossed his fingers and prayed; prayed that his girl would wake up again.

"Are there any close relatives to Kim Min Ah here?" asked a young nurse who was walking out of the room with the surgery records in her hands. Luhan felt disturbed once he saw the sad look on her face. She shook her head while looking at the records, signalling something not good to Luhan's eyes. Luhan saw her, and he felt his body turning weak, unable to listen what his heart was telling him anymore. The nurse caught sight of Luhan sitting on the furthest seat from the emergency room. Helplessly, she called, "You're her boyfriend, Luhan, right?" Luhan forgot to recall how that nurse managed to know his name, but as she tended to approach him, Luhan abruptly ran away in grief.

Min Ah. No, it can't be. No.

He rushed to an old shop outside the hospital and shivered on his seat. His doings surprised the Hell out of people around him, and they had their jaw dropped once they saw the few patches of blood on Luhan's hands.

"Did he get involved in a car accident? Is he okay? Is he hurt somewhere?"

Luhan bit both his thumb and index finger, still shivering. His corneas were unfocused, tearing.

I don't want her to die.

Mi Ah can't be dead.

What have I done? 

"Hey, are you alright?" asked a teenage girl, but hearing her voice sent Luhan terrified on his seat.

Luhan instantly fell from the chair and stared at her face. The teenage girl was terrified to see him that way, but she immediately reached for his shoulders, asking him if he was okay.

"Are you okay, mister? Are you hurt? Is there anything I can help you with?"
The girl seemed scared, but she did not quiver. She inched closer instead, causing Luhan to drag himself further.
The deer-eyed boy did nothing other than widening his eyes, still in the state of shock.

The girl looked into his eyes and calmed down. She lifted her hands to Luhan's hands to help him stand, but Luhan shook his head in disbelief, suddenly reaching for her hands instead.

"M-Min Ah. It's you...right? You're not dead...right?"

The girl was stunned to hear such question, but the tight grip of Luhan on her hands made her struggled to release her hand while shaking her head in denial.
"P-please, let me go. I'm not Min Ah... I'm Eunmi. Cho Eunmi."

People might have thought Luhan had gone crazy, but not Eunmi. She eyed him in worry and grief. Hearing what she said, tears began to fall down on Luhan's either cheek. His throbbing heart was hurting him. He slowly released the girl's hand and apologized under his cold breath. He cried as much as he could in front of the unknown girl. However, the girl never left his side.

The curious eyes that Eunmi had - Luhan ignored them possibly. He only had Min Ah in his mind, thinking how tragic that time was. How could you possibly be calm after the one in your heart left the world and more importntly, you? Luhan clenched his fists, his body quivered in cold.

Gone. Everything is...gone.

Kim Min Ah, why do you have to leave me?

He suddenly felt a warm hand tapping his shoulder. He looked up to see Eunmi forming a small smile on her lips. Luhan found himself stuck in between quesitons. The smile probably meant nothing, but it was like a thin ray of hope. The tangling feeling he had in his stomach then forced him to only look at her. Eunmi didn't do anything, but the hope she gave him made Luhan's breathing reached to an andante. Was it possible, that Eunmi could possibly change him within a split second?

Eunmi placed her handkerchief on Luhan's lap and said, "That's okay... It's not the end of the world." Standing from her place, she headed towards the door and left.

Luhan's eyes followed her silhouette as she disappeared from the shop. He ignored the eyes around him. He ignored everything that came across his mind. Something told him that he should have not let her leave. Something told him that she was the one. The one to cure his bleeding heart.

"Who are you, Cho Eunmi?"

End of preview.