" I Just Can't Let You Go Even If I Die... "

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" Our love was never meant to be from the start... I tried to fight for our love, but it's useless... I never wanted this to happen to us... I'm sorry... "

 

The very words no one in love ever wanted to hear rang in my ears. The very words that can shatter my entire world hit me like a storm.

When you love someone more than anything else in the world and things don't go the way you planned, it causes pain in the long run.

It hits you like a hurricane, it tears you apart emotionally and breaks you down.

It's more powerful than a tornado, more painful than an injury and sometimes, your heart may never be healed again.

Even though time goes by and your heart patches itself up, the memory of the wound will still be there.

Though you try to let the past go and you try to take your mind off those hurtful memories, the past can come back to haunt you.

We may love a person, but we can't force them to love us back. Love takes its own course at times; it will never always follow our expectations or our wishes.

 

" I can't let you go... Don't you know how much I love you?... Did I love you for nothing?... I don't want anyone else, but you... "

 

" I don't want to let us go, but let's face it: we were never meant to be... I can't change the course our love is taking... "

 

" Don't leave me... I love you too much... I can't forget you... I can't let you go even if I die... "

Foreword

Hee Yoong is a 18 year old girl from Seoul. She is a trainee in SM Entertainment and has a huge crush on Kyuhyun, her Super Junior sunbaenim.

 

The both of them became friends during a photoshoot for Super Junior's Mr. Simple album. Since then, they liked to hang out with one another and do a lot of things together.

 

Throughout their friendship, Hee Yoong's feelings for Kyuhyun grew into something more than just a normal friendship. She tries to confess to him one day, but things don't go the way she planned.

 

The next day , Kyuhyun had something to confess to Hee Yoong. Thinking he was going to confess to her, she listens intently only to find out that he is dating Seohyun of SNSD.

 

Hee Yoong is so heartbroken that her love for Kyuhyun vanished and was replaced with anger and coldness. It sickens her to see SeoKyu's smiling faces and hear their loving words whenever they're around.

 

But what happens if, one day, she hears that Seohyun and Kyuhyun are getting married? What will she do? What will happen?

 

Read on for this sad tale of heartbreak and how it all began with a simple crush...

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200356547
#1
Chapter 3: why is it so sad :'(
infinite7girl
#2
Chapter 1: i like read this story !
im_a_squid #3
Chapter 3: this is so asdfgghjkllkjshdf T_T
ilabya5 #4
interesting~
ilabya5 #5
interesting~
ilabya4 #6
interesting~
ilabya3 #7
interesting~
leeana21 #8
this made me cry like a baby. this is my first fanfic and the best. listening to SuperJunior-Storm at the same time made me cry even more. thank you :'(
IAmSMl
#9
this is so heartbreaking. this totally broke my heart. TT_TT
jo_jae_min
#10
I was moved after reading it.
so heartbreaking...