Baekhyun POV

 

 

“I...I need to go!” I said to Chanyeol who answered “Let me drive you home!” stepping forward to get closer to me but I step back

 

“No I need to be alone!”

 

I left the place in hurry, trying to know what going on with me! How can that possibly happen! It was clear! The deal is to come back alive when i success getting my revenge! Not now? What changed?

 

 

...you did...

 

 

No I didn’t, I didn’t change I want to make everyone who was responsible regretting hurting me. Regretting letting me end my life! And am going to do that! The problem is you! You didn’t make your part of the deal complete,

 

...the deal is still on...

                                        

 

So why I did it? Why I helped someone that I know he regret what he did for me? I was so accepting it at the moment! I won’t lie at myself any more saying that I want to kill him myself! His death was more satisfying to me like that! Seeing him suffocated the same way I was I like it...

 

 

...but you bring him alive...

 

 

YES! I DID! And am aware of that!

 

 

...why?...

 

 

Because...because...he was...crying! Yes that why? That was my weakness you should fix this! My heart start to beat because of him! You should fix it

 

 

...your mind should...

 

 

How? How can I do that because I don’t know how I ended up like that in the first place! Aren’t you the devil why am I having hard time to be as you wanted me to be?

 

 

...the heart you had before is trying to come out...

 

 

You mean because I liked him? So what to do? What can I do?

 

 

...know your enemies...remember the true faces they have...

 

 

No! This is nonsense! I know my enemies! I know who hurt me! I know who I should focus on! But there one thing that I don’t know

 

 

...what!...

 

 

You!

 

 

I arrived to the cemetery! I stands in front of it the grave that I came out of to hold myself together, but it’s normal someone put it back like nothing came out!

 

So this is where everything begins!

 

I made a deal with the devil to bring me back to get my revenge on the people who prank me to the point I ended up my life! Condition were easy! Kill some people go back to life!

 

Who to kill? And how to do that?

 

Jackson was my first test I went to his house I knew his parents are out of the town, but the moment I saw his face I felt anger I felt hate! Those feelings usually came from a heart but no! For me they came from a memory! A memory of me sitting on the edge of the road watching my ugly self and see how everyone was laughing at it! So I felt darkness start to devour every inch of my body! I knew at the moment that I didn’t wake up as a normal human, If i want something badly darkness can easily make my wish become true, I could feel every breeze I could see everything in a slow motion I walk to the door house and I badly wanted to be inside and it was there something just open the door for me

 

...I did...

 

I get in even I couldn’t hear my steps like am moving in another dimension but at the same place so I reached the room where he was sleeping, and I stand in front of his bed, looking at how peacefully he was sleeping while I was drowning in my darkness! He start to feel my presence so he woke up! Shocked looking at me like I was some kind of a freak in front of him! But Maybe I was I didn’t look at the mirror but his words made me understand what is he seeing

 

“How did you come back to life?”

 

Yes I knew he wasn’t seeing the now me! This darkness around manipulate his mind to see the old body of mine standing in front of him I smiled, I smiled at how he was frightened at how he was scared the expression he have made me feel satisfied

 

“Am sorry Baekhyun! Am sorry”

 

I heard him saying but what I replied was just “too late” because it was! It was too late for giving forgiveness, they don’t deserve it they don’t deserve to stay alive! But my inner devil said words that made me think twice he asked a question is ‘death enough?’

‘If he died he will be at ease’ he said in mind ‘let me have him’ he insisted ‘let me play with him for a while then you kill him’

 

I accept...whatever the devil wants I accepted because he was right, death is the last step I should do to them and I will, just to meet them all when I go back to hell, with my acceptance I saw shadows coming out of my body grabbing Jackson who was trying to get away from them screaming in fear asking for forgiveness get swallowed inside of them, then everything disappeared in a thin air he wasn’t there the room was empty,

I could feel the devil inside of me was enjoying what I did and that made me feel satisfied, but no! It not over yet! My mind was telling me to let a message for all those who were involved! A message that could be the trigger to make everyone remember me again

 

And I did it I write the FatByun V4 on the wall by Jackson now dead cat that I throw on garbage outside when I came out of that house, yes that feeling is the one I should have...that satisfaction is the only thing I should seek

 

So I did that to mark too I was at the hospital I saw Chanyeol and Jin there talking, but there, in that specific room, he was there acting like a victim of a car accident to get pity from everyone but no! I won’t let that happen i will make him regret the day he shared that video, him and everyone else! so I felt it again the darkest anger that I want badly to embrace to just take care of Mark with one step I did, everything stopped, everything went pitch black! So I moved passing by hearing the voice in my head saying ‘a blink is a forever time for those who taste death’

 

So I went in and stand there looking at him and leaning in his bed I saw his eyes looking at me but his body couldn’t move, his eyes were saying it all! How he was scared and how he want to stand and run away! It made me wonder what they are looking at, ‘what scare them the most’ I smiled and said “your turn!” Knowing he will know that I was the one who made Jackson disappear, his eyes start to move fast left and right I knew he will go in shock so I just left the place and stopped at the end of the hallway waiting because if the time moves back to normal and he didn’t die I would go back and kill him with my own hands

 

Trying to calm myself everything around me come back to normal, I saw them running inside when he finally could move and scream, the sudden change of his condition made Jin get scared I heard his confession and I knew who’s my next target is, but then I heard Mark is in a coma! I wanted to go back in and finish him but the voice inside my head said again ‘I will eat his brain from the inside he will never find peace in his sleep’

 

With that I left the place so what went wrong in all of this? Why I start to have weakness? Because you didn’t let me kill anyone!

 

 

...soon they will all die...

 

 

But when? Maybe I am weak because of this reason!

 

...no you’re weak because you liked him! Because your heart surpass your wants...I made a deal with you...and you should finish it...bring people to darkness...end their lives...and you will be a human again...you will be alive...

 

 

No one POV

 

 

“I DON’T WANT TO BE ALIVE!! THERE IS NOTHING LEFT FOR ME HERE” Baekhyun screamed in anger leaving the place and going back to Kai house

 

 

 

>>> Before <<<

 

 

 

Seeing Baekhyun leaving like that Chanyeol goes back inside, meeting with Kyungsoo and Kai

“What happened where is Baekhyun!” Kai asked

“He left!” Chanyeol answered

“You two are heroes now!” Kyungsoo look at how the place is empty now “everyone is talking about you upstairs”

Chanyeol huffs “something weird happened there!”

“What!”

“I don’t know I can’t explain it!” Chanyeol struggle knowing that those looks Baekhyun has felt strangely different

“Don’t tell me you still suspecting him with Jackson and Mark thing!” Kai asked

Kyungsoo nodded “for my opinion he is clear now! If he want a revenge Jin was involved at the letter video as you said so he would be dead now, why bothering to kill him twice”

Chanyeol nodded “yeah I guess so! But...”

“No buts Chanyeol” Kai said “Please let us be friends or maybe you two can be more his good as me!”

Chanyeol look daggers at him “shut up!”

Kyungsoo smiled “you deserve someone better Chanyeol you will find him!”

Kai look surprised at him “am I not good for you Soo?”

Kyungsoo shrugs “don’t say that you know I love you!”

 

Hearing some random steps in a direction of a door at the place they were standing at the three look there “anyone there?” Chanyeol said moving taking a look, he saw a classmate moving with fast steps going out of the place

“Who!” Kyungsoo asked and Chanyeol answered “just Eric passing by I guess!”

Kai nodded “it must be hard for him his Jin closest friend” he frown “I will go back home to check on Baekhyun”

“Okay! Let have a video call when your home! My parents are out I don’t want to stay alone” Kyungsoo asked and Kai agree “sure!”

 

Leaving the two Kai head back home and Chanyeol Excuse himself to go and check on Jin at the hospital,

 

 

 

>>> After - Kai house <<<

 

 

 

Baekhyun was sitting at the backyard in a three chair that he build once looking at the dark sky he put his hand in his chest there was nothing...no beats...he put his head on the back of chair and close his eyes, maybe he will think about his problem tomorrow to see if his heart will beat again meeting him.

 

Kai came in the house he knock at Baekhyun bedroom but no respond! Is he a sleep? He wondered! He goes upstairs to his room and go in taking a shower, he gets out of the shower and open his phone calling Kyungsoo with a wide smile he wave at him “Am hungry!”

“I have this receipt that I tried it is so delicious” Kyungsoo said “go to the kitchen!”

Kai nodded smiling “let do a video call cook! That fun”

 

 

 

>>> At the hospital <<<

 

 

 

Chanyeol was standing with Jin mother who was crying she kept thanking him since he arrived! The doctors didn’t let them see the boy saying he need to see a psychiatrist first, because the cause of suiciding could be anyone even his family, so Chanyeol waited with his mother almost an hour, till the doctor came out of his room

 

“What wrong with my son!” The mother asked immediately and the doctor answered “he didn’t want to talk at first but after he said that he did something a year ago and he should be punished! Ma’am I think your son need therapy that I may need to talk to you with after you check on him Okay!”

 

The mother agree and went in to see her son, Chanyeol waited outside, parents first, but few minutes later his mother came out “Jin want to talk to you” she said and Chanyeol came in he saw his mother leaving the room and Jin said “come closer”

Chanyeol smiled with him “are you feeling better now?” Jin shake his head a no and the words he heard after made him shocked not believing what his hearing

 

 

“Chanyeol...I...

 

 

 

>>> Kyungsoo house <<<

 

 

 

Kyungsoo was sitting on his phone with Kai at the other side eating the food he prepared

“How is it? Delicious right?” Kyungsoo asked smiling at how happy Kai nodded

“This is soooooo delicious” Kai said

Kyungsoo smiled nodding “i know you will like it” but his smile fade looking at something passed by the kitchen doors he said immediately “what was that?”

Kai turn and look at the door “what?”

Kyungsoo shrugs “I think I saw something”

Kai look at Kyungsoo “you know am a scaredy-cat Soo don’t do that!”

“Kai I swear I saw something passing by!” Kyungsoo said in anger

Kai nodded “maybe Baekhyun wakes I go and check! Wait”

 

Kyungsoo saw Kai smiling at him and moving calling Baekhyun name leaving the kitchen, waiting for him to come back, he didn’t, “Kai!” He called “Kai is everything alright?” He said loud

But then he saw it! A person wearing a hoodie and a mask came inside the kitchen looking at the phone, Kyungsoo heart skip a beat shocked, frightened, scared he saw the person waving at the camera with a knife in his hand then closing the call

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Chanyeol...I didn’t suicide!...Eric tried to kill me”