Questions
Council DutiesIrene’s
my reaction to that professor is bothering me
so what if she and seulgi had a past?
why does it bother me so much?
i need air
instead of going back to Seulgi’s office i went outside the student council tower and went to the university's garden, i sat on one of the benches, i closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
i tried to meditate and clear my mind but when i closed my eyes images of seulgi being with sunmi flushed to my mind
i gripped the edge of my seat
probably seulgi and sunmi used to be together
why is she coming back to her?
has seulgi moved on from her?
seulgi is cold to her so i guess that's a good sign
am i falling for her? but all she did was tease and annoy me
what's wrong with me?
id be lying if i said that she's not always on my mind, i don't know how that bear did it but she managed to invade my thoughts
i thought the weird feelings i get from her were just because I'm not used to being touched by someone but the rage I'm feeling right now shouldn't be happening if those feelings are nothing
she's beautiful there's no denying that
she's smart as well
I've seen her kind side
then there's this undeniably cute version of her
and there's this attention that she's giving me lately
im not even sure if she's serious about that game where we'd go on a date if she wins
i opened my eyes and i realized that this place looks familiar i wonder why
wait
this was the place where i first saw seulgi with an another girl
she once told me that old habits die hard
i told her to keep her ual activities private
what if she's still doing that and i just dont see it
Seulgi’s
"i wonder what's taking her so long" I'm at the ASSC’s office with joy and yeri
"maybe she got hungry and went to the pantry" joy said as she pulled a wood block
our schedules are clear and now we're playing jenga! Wendy's in her class while yeri is free until 2 in the afternoon and joy is not in the mood to go to class
i was in the middle of pulling a block when
"kang seulgi" i looked up and its my Bae Juhyun, she looks serious. she's so cute when she's glaring like that
"yes honey?" i decided to tease my little bunny
i pulled the block and the whole tower fell, the two idiots beside me cheered because who ever losses would buy dinner for the office
i looked at the game queen and theres no change in her expression, still a serious bunny
"let's talk, just the two of us" the bunny said and the two cheering idiots suddenly became quiet
"oh seulgi unnie's in trouble" joy snickered
yeah, there's nothing new to that and to be honest i kinda enjoy our banters but right now it feels different.
we decided to go inside my office and talk. before we left yeri tugged at my arm to get my attention and mouthed 'fighting'.
we were eagerly greeted by our Pikachu irene petted him and gave him a belly rub that the puppy enjoyed very much, it was a really cute sight.
i sat at the resting area at the corner of my office
"okay honey, what's bothering you?" i smiled at her and gestured her to take a seat next to me
"can you please be serious with me?" she sat at the chair in front of me with the coffee table between us, okay it's too ambitious of me to offer her to seat next to me in this love seat.
"of course" i looked at her, I'm nervous she was never this quiet and cold to me, she's looking down at her fidgeting fingers.
"what's your intention? I'd be frank with you, i dont want to get the wrong idea, if this is just a joke then its okay with me. no grudges or anything, if this is the way you are with the people around you then okay. if this is nothing serious then lets clear things up and just be friends" she's still not looking at me.
"my intentions huh? i could make a list for you but im afraid after hundreds of days you'd still be waiting for that list, I'll just tell you what i want to be right now so listen, okay?" she looked up upon hearing that and i just smiled at her, i sat at the edge of my seat so that somehow I'm close to her.
Bae Juhyun is the most amazing person i know
the most dedicated person in her job
she's caring
she's smart
she's beautiful
she's funny
she's mature
she's responsible
she's everything a person could ask for
she's worth the time, effort and the risk
for the first time in years i didn't like a girl for lustful intentions
for the first time my heart finally felt something
she feels right
I'd be stupid to pass on this chance to be with someone like her
i want to be the first person that comes into her mind when she needs someone to talk to
i want to be that person that makes her smile
the reason why she'll enjoy listening to love songs
the reason why she feel safe
that person who she can share happy and sad memories with
that person who'll be you supporter in everything that you do
the reason why she smile at random times because she remember me
that person who can make her laugh after crying
that person she can hold on to
a person she can proudly say 'that's my girlfriend'
i want to say all those words but i just settled with this..
"Bae Juhyun i want to be the best person for you" i looked at her straight into her eyes, i want her to know that I'm dead serious about this
"because honey you deserve everything in this world and i want to be the one to give you that" all my intentions and feelings are in those words and i hope she's sees that
for the first time since she have arrived here this morning, i finally had a glimpse of my little bunny smiling with a pink hue appearing on her cheek
"now that's cheesy" she said as she laughed but she can never hide that blush and huge smile from me
"be prepared Bae Juhyun, im just getting started" i smiled at her
irene felt all her doubts and questions about seulgi disappear while seulgi was more than happy on Irene's response to her confession.
the two are unaware of the hidden small black box with a red blinking light that was listening to their conversations since they stepped foot into their office this morning.
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