She was sitting  and checking all the paperworks that piled on her desk. 
She's reading it before she signed and approve their ideas of work.  

This is her routine everyday. Face down, eyes on the documents,  hands that keep on working to finish all the work that needed to be submitted. 

Irene is reviewing the contract that they've signed yesterday
To check if  Joy signed it all,  and she need to make a copy to give it to her . 

But then she remembered yesterday... She went overboard and act like immature for bringing up the past. 

" Aish why did I bring that up! " she said then she put down the document that she've been holding 

Either her didn't expect to act like that, it's  just slip in her tongue, but then her Ego told her that its not her fault.

" Aish why did I bring that up! " she said then she put down the document that she've been holding 

"... No its not my fault, its their fault.  Right!

 That vixen have the courage to get mad, she's  not the victim here! I am the victim" 
 
Though its been a long time... she's still hold the bitter memory. And just by looking at Joy's  face, it feels like it was only yesterday,  that hurtful event had happened.  
It plays on and on in her head like it was broken record tape. 

The feelings that you've been betrayed by your lover and your favorite cousin. It was unbelievable,  like you wouldn't expect it. 

Though she knew... 

She already had a hunch to his boyfriend 
She expected it to be cheated by her boyfriend...

 But not with her favorite cousin. 
 Her cousin is less expected to be on the list, because she trust her more than her own boyfriend...

And who would have thought that her cousin can betrayed her if they're closed enough to not notice the hidden desire.

Like Heck! Why would you thought that thing when you know each other 

No!  Maybe she really don't know her enough 

Maybe her insecurities and jelousy add to the fuel to hate her more...

Before her insecurities isn't  that big enough. 
 When she knows that her Grandpa favor much with Joy. 

The feeling of not good enough for her family 

When it comes to her, they are Strict. 
Like she need to act like a royal princess that need to straighten up her composure. 
When talking,  she needed to be polite
Her gestures,  needed to be gentle
When in eating,  she need to eat less sugar...

While Joy...  They spoonfeed her 
They let her do what she wants 
They let them played what she wants

Hell!  When it comes to her she need to do the things they have told. 
And she do  it without making a mistake 
But why does still feel she's not good enough? 

Is it because she can't  reach their expectations? Or is it because she not good as Joy? 

Her insecurities getting bigger,  each day she feel she's not good enough eventhough she did her best

As she was busy arguing with her self. A light knock on the door echos inside her office, and that got her attention 

" Come in! " Irene said 

When she look at the person... To her surprise an unexpected person comes in 

" Why are you here?! " she said though she know she's not involve in the fight but she can't help it to be mad at her.  Because she is Joy's  manager and she knows that Joy already told their story to her. And she knows that she looks villain in her eyes right now. 

 Though she only assume it

" oh Hi, can I not visit you?" she said to Irene

" and why are you visiting me Ms.  Son? " Irene said 

" I just want to know if your Ok,  you know just a concern person here" she said while smiling at her to lighten up the mood around

" shouldn't you be asking that to Joy" 

" Yup I already asked and we agreed that today is her rest day so... That's why I'm here.  Anyway I have food here let's eat" Seungwan said and she place it to the table 

" you know  if you didn't bring any food I would let my security guard you out on my office right now...
Anyway is  that the same food that you brought before? " Irene said then she stand up in her desk and went to Seungwan while pretending she's sulking to her 

" Umm I bought Tteokbokki but there's another new
TADA!  mozzarella cheesedog and Jjajangmyeon " Seungwan said in a happy tone then she clapped her hand for being genius for introducing a new food to Irene.

" Wow!  It looks delicious" Irene said and she really looks excited to eat this new thing in front of her eyes 

" Yeah it really is,  come here sit beside me " Seungwan said then tapped her side cushion and Irene oblige immediately and sat beside Seungwan like she forgot why she's  sulking about earlier

And Seungwan is amaze that How this girl is  excited to eat that food.  Though its not elegant as what she eat in the restaurant. But this food is trendy to the kids and it is really delicious

And its sad her also that Irene didn't  experience this food before. That does not know a thing that its just simple from other people's  eye. 
She's  like a kid that needs to know more enjoyable simple things in earth.

 Compared to Joy...
  Joy is much a happy go lucky person. Which she's  a free sprited person... While Irene is just a strict, even with her self she tend to makes it perfect
 
So she decided that she would help Irene to introduce the world that she didn't knew before that it was existing. So  that's  why she's  eager to be friends with Irene. Even though she only got push by her.  She's still coming for her no matter what happened.

 Because she think Irene is interesting person for her. Its like  Irene is  a magnet and always get  pulled by her eventhough she would only get push by her 

" Why are you looking at me like that? " Irene said 

" like what? " Seungwan asked

" like there is something on my face" 

" actually, there is...wait don't move, I'm gonna wipe it for you" Seungwan said then she wipe Irene's corner lips by her thumb finger 

" look its a sauce, hahaha your such a mess" Seungwan said then she her thumb. And Irene got shocked by her sudden gesture because she didn't expected that Seungwan would her hand that actually touch her lips earlier. And she get flustered because of that, and her heart start to beat fast, though she  don't even know why she get flustered by a small gesture 

Dugeun!  

Dugeun! 

Dugeun! 

Dugeun! 

 ' Get a grip to yourself Irene' she thought

" Ewww, why did you it" Irene said while pretending she's disgusted by Seungwan gesture

" Why?  Its delicious" seungwan said without malicious 

" Aish I don't wanna eat this.  Give me that black noodles I will eat that instead of tteokbokki" Irene said then she push aside the tteokbokkie and reaching for Jjajangmyeon

" Tsk this girl really" Seungwan mumbled

" What?! " Irene said then she put down the Unfinish tteokbokki while trying to open the sealed jjajangmyeon
But Seungwan have a good reflexes  and she snatched it before Irene could open it 

" nah uh your  going to finish this before    we eat the Jjajangmyeon. Here eat this " she said while trying to give her  a spoonful of tteokbokki 

"Tsk. I'm  not a kid, I can eat it by my self" she said then she snatch the spoon to Seungwan and pretending that she don't want it but actually she kinda like it 

" Then you should finish this first... Don't you know there are a lot of people that  can't eat a food like this because they can't afford to buy  " Seungwan said while giving her a spoon of tteokbokki 
She looks like a mother that scolding her kid when picking on their food 

"Nyeh nyeh" Irene said while making face 

" Hey! don't  pick on your food.  Give me that" Seungwan then she snatched the spoon.

 And she feed Irene like she was her baby.  

" Good job baby Bunny" she said while patting Irene's  head

"Hey!  Im not a kid" but then she let it be. Because she actually like it, because Seungwan is giving her attention 

And she continue to feed Irene until they finish the whole food. And Irene feels like she was baby and her mother giving her so much love everytime she gave her food 

But if anyone could see them, they would actually thought that they were a couple. 

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Hi!  I'm  sorry for late update and for my wrong grammar.  I apologize for not checking my grammar and spelling. I'm  kinda lazy to proofread it 

Anyway keep safe and healthy guys. Please stay at home and  pray for our frontliners who are sacrificing their life to cure other patient who are infected by COVID19. 

Eat healthy food guys to strengthen the Immune system