Hello my lovely readers this is my new Update I hope you like it there is a lot of grammar mistakes sorry about that, there is only one or two CHs left I haven't decided yet so yeahh btw if you haven't read my ff about a naughty demon and a not so innocent angel I recommend you to go and read it there you will find the that I can't put here as always thank u so much for taking time to leave me a comment suscr or upvote I love to know that you like my ff thank u sincerely

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"Mommy can I talk to you?" asked the little Seungri while standing timidly at the kitchen entrance

"Ri we don't have time you're going to be late to school, can we talk later?" asked Seungri's mommy as she ran around the kitchen trying to finish putting together her little son's lunchbox

"Annnnni mommy I need to speak now is important" said the little panda trying with all his strength to hold back his tears "It's about Ji hyung, can you give me a little of your time mommy"

"Ri ..." was the only thing the mother of the panda said having already an idea of ​​what the conversation was about, so without hesitation she picked up the phone and called her best friend to tell her that today she would take Seungri to school "Come my little panda sit with me"

"Well, tell me what my naughty son wants to talk to me about, I'm all ears," smiled the little boy's mother trying to cheer up her baby.

"Mommy love should not hurt right?" asked the little one looking to the ground

"What do you mean, Ri?"

"Mommy, love should not make us feel sad right?" asked Seungri dodging again the look of his mother

"Seungri honey, do you have any ..."

"Mommy love should not be selfish to the point of making you miserable, causing problems to whom you love and hurting your family right?" Seungri finished not couldn't hold back anymore his tears and a little squeak

"Seungri baby, what's wrong, talk to mommy, what's wrong, talk to Mommy Ri ah stop crying baby, and tell me what's wrong" repeated Mrs. Lee, trying to calm her little panda while she hugged him rubbing his back without getting any response from the little one than whispers drowned in tears and odd hiccups nobody knew how much time had passed when finally the mother of Seungri noticed that her baby stopped crying and when she stay back the baby from her chest found that his adorable panda had fallen asleep and watching him well her tender circles were much more prominent today, whatever it was that was going through the innocent head of her baby had probably had him awake all night something that made her feel guilty having not given account before, Seungri's mom picked him up in her arms as she did many years ago and slowly took him to his room and laid him on his bed, the first thing Ri did was snuggle in his blanket, Seungri's mother would wait for her little one to wake up to find out exactly what was weighing on her little boy although after the scene she had just witnessed something became clear Seungri already knew everything.

The trip to the school was very quiet Jiyong felt worried to know that Ri would not go with him to school this was not common and at the same time he felt sad to know that at least for today he had lost one of the few moments of happiness that he had on his life lately, things at home were not ok, discussions between his parents that never happened before now occurred daily and even if they did it in a low voice so that their son would not listen, Ji knew that the only reason  that his parents spoke to each other now was only to fight over the education of their son, Jiyong felt so guilty knowing that it was his own selfishness that caused this, but even so Ji could not leave Seungri, there was no way, there was really no way he would leave his beloved panda unprotected so he would have to bear the guilt forever.

"Honey it's time for you to wake up you should eat something" said Seungri's mother trying to wake up her exhausted panda "Eat something and then we can talk ok"

"Neee mommy" replied tiredly the little panda trying to eat at least half the sandwich that his mom had brought him

"What is worrying you Ri? Asked the mother of Seungri and had to wait a little of time to hear an answer

"Mommy can you help me say goodbye to my hyung?" asked the little one to his surprised mother

"What are you talking about honey, what do you mean, where are you going?"

"Not me silly mommy hehe, I think I'm ready to let go of my hyung, you think .. Could you... help me mommy please"

After a moment of silence Seungri's mother understood well what her little one was asking her and didn't hesitate to give him a positive response especially seeing how hard this situación was for her baby

"Ok then tell me what to do"

"Mommy help me study, even if my grades have improved a lot I want to show my hyung that I can improve even more by myself that he doesn't have to worry so much about me and for that I need to take A in all my courses, do you help me mommy?" asked the little panda with bright eyes and smiling face although in vain since his mother could see through that false smile but following the wishes of her son decided to act as if she did not notice anything

"Waaaa then my Seungri is going to become a genius from studying so much who knows maybe at the end of the year you will get a diploma and make your hyung very proud"

"Yes mommy that's what I want more than anyrhing I want my hyung to feel proud of me so he can go calm to study to Seoul"

"Arasso baby, well y