mostly ship ramblings and not an important note, but i really wanted to include references to shanghai romance (the orange caramel song heechul wrote in 2011) and queen (a single from hangeng’s debut album that was fan-speculated to have been directed towards heechul) and i’m so sad i couldn’t really find a way to make them fit without breaking the already fragile flow of this other than heechul’s signature at the end of the letter. heechul is still a queen in china, after all. catch me in all my hanchul and kyungchul feelings, all at the time same.