I've been talking about writing this for a couple of months now, and I finally finished it! Thank you to @jjpholic_got7 on Twitter for first giving me the idea to write something about this!

I wanted this to be angsty but I think by the end it really wasn't, so I'm sorry about that if you wanted something heavier asdkjsdfakl but in my defense! a) I hate writing angst and b) I literally am incapable of making JJP be unhappy rip !!

To clarify, I chose 2021 as the year because I remember seeing something a while ago that said that's the year they'll enlist, idk how accurate that was but I just went with it. I want to stress that Jaebum's justification for his homophobic comments doesn't at all reflect my own views (as a non-straight person myself I was thoroughly disappointed by him) - I think it was gross and unacceptable, but my hope is that he's educated himself since then and is learning from his mistakes. Also Jinyoung's thoughts about Jus2 are also a fabrication - I'm sure there wasn't any kind of bitterness there! And finally, the point of this is that the choice they had to make here is a nearly impossible one, and by making them choose each other, I'm not trying to diminish the importance of GOT7 to them. Please don't take this as me saying they only care about each other or anything - this is a work of fiction, after all!

The title is a lyric from "Don't Wanna Know" by JJ Project, and the songs referenced throughout this fic are "Teenager" by GOT7, "Don't Wanna Know" by JJ Project, "Touch" by Jus2, and "Find You" by JJ Project (the last one is where the lyrics for Jaebum's caption are from too) I recommend all of them!

Thank you to my sister for editing you're always the bomb!

And last but definitely not least, thank you to all my readers for reading and supporting my writing, it means everything to me! Comments and feedback are always appreciated, and I hope you enjoyed this! :)