Rated M for Depression and B×B themed. 

"Your smile has dimmed and your eyes are burnt out.... Hongbin.... you aren't yourself, for the longest time even before me. I don't know anymore.... each day you start to loose yourself and I a watch you wither away slowly." Hyuk cried as he kept watching the love of his life get worse. 

"I don't know what you mean Hyuk?" The older male tried to hide the hurt of years past, the skeletons in his closet keep piling up and he couldn't close it anymore. 

Hongbin didn't know what Hyuk was saying but he did. Hongbin didn't want to admit the truth, denial was his best friend and he always went with the latter. Hogbin knew how to hide his feelings but losing someone he loves, the only person that gave a damn about him, it felt like a car crash or it feels like what it would. 

Hongbin is a freakin mess and Hyuk so badly wanted to fix him, but he knew that he couldn't do it. This was something Hongbin had to do for himself, yet Hyuk so desperately tried to pick him up and tried to put back the shattered pieces together.