"May I kiss you?"

It had been 5 minutes since Jungsoo spilled his request, yet there were no more sounds heard in the room. Heechul was frozen because, damn, he didn't know the CEO was this bold. After it felt like forever, Jungsoo finally opened his mouth again. "Nothing. Forget it. I'm sorry to even say that."

It was a very confusing puzzle and Heechul was so clueless. He pulled his beanie down until it covered his eyes and inhaled deeply. "Tell me the reason."

"No. You'll hate me."

"I will, nonetheless."

Jungsoo sighed and turned to Heechul. He was still covering his eyes with his beanie and it was a very cute sight for the Jungsoo. But at the same time, it gave him the courage to say what was needed to say, "I'm feeling weird lately. I.. Never had this kind of feeling before. It bothers me yet every time I feel it I couldn't help but smile and it somehow also makes me happy. I'm confused,  I... I can't stop thinking about you. So, I just want to make sure what I feel.. And... If, after this, you really want me to leave you alone, I.. It's... I'll try my best to accept your decision b-but... But let me make sure if I really fall for you because... It's the first time I feel this way. S-so, may I kiss you?"

Heechul's body started to shake lightly due to overwhelming feelings. But, he managed to utter his answer.

"You may."

Jungsoo's eyes snapped open and he couldn't believe that the latter actually granted his wish. He shifted his body carefully to lean to Heechul and prepared his heart. He couldn't really see Heechul's expression as his beanie was still stretched down. He moved closer and the sudden physical contact was inevitable. It, itself, brought so many feelings to him. "Heechul, are you serious?"

Instead of answering the CEO verbally, Heechul dared himself to open his lips slightly. The patience and restraint Jungsoo had had all this long, were gone the moment he saw Heechul's pinkish and plump lips parted a little. He closed his eyes and finally kiss him.

If heaven was indeed real, maybe this was the teaser. Heechul's full lips were so soft against his. He nibbled his lips sensually and he couldn't get enough of the kiss. It was dangerously addictive and Jungsoo was afraid he couldn't stop. Heechul put his hands on Jungsoo's chest and crumpled his dark shirt. Jungsoo kissed him gently but Heechul could still feel the feelings pouring from the kiss as if the older wanted to express his feelings through the connected lips.

Jungsoo was true to his words, he couldn't stop. Instead, he held Heechul's head and tilted it to the side so he could deepen the intoxicating kiss. And he was very satisfied when the latter only obeyed. He boldly bit the younger's bottom lip, asking the latter to part them more. And he did. He immediately ran his tongue over his lips, circling the meaty flesh. Heechul couldn't help but moan quietly and it just provoked Jungsoo even more. He darted his tongue and tried to find the other's. Shyly and slowly, their tongues were engaged in a heated battle. Throaty moans were heard from both men. Jungsoo cracked open his eyes a bit, and he noticed how the latter still had his beanie covering the beautiful face. He carefully pulled the beanie and finally took it off.

But it made him stopped the kiss. Heechul was crying. The designer knitted his eyebrows and tears streamed down endlessly. Jungsoo pulled back reluctantly and stared at the man in front of him, worries took over his urge to continue the kissing.

"Heechul?"

As if the latter didn't hear him, Heechul kept his eyes shut.

"Heech- mmh!"

Heechul pushed him a bit and owned his lips once again. He was startled and the younger didn't miss the chance to his tongue into Jungsoo's wet cavern. The CEO kept his eyes open and he would occasionally wipe the tears that fell down from the pretty eyes. He tucked a few strands of Heechul's hair behind his ear and closed his own eyes again to enjoy the breathtaking kiss. Heechul slowly crawled to kneel in his parted legs and he settled himself to hug and comfort the former by rubbing small circles in his lower back.

"Chul... Mmh... Ch-"

Despite the uncontrollable tears, Heechul chose to deepen the kiss and shut him off. Yet, he had something to tell. Something very important that was actually the reason for this sweet activities. He had confirmed his feelings and he would bravely confess to Heechul. So, he pulled back carefully and stared at the angel's face in front of him.

"Heechul, listen to me. I... Thank you so much for giving me a chance to help me understand my feelings. And.."

Jungsoo cupped Heechul's face and gazed lovingly at him. "I fall for you, deep."

But what he got as an answer was Heechul dropping his head to Jungsoo's shoulder and sobbing harder.

"Go away! Now that you've got what you want, please leave me alone. Leave!!"

Jungsoo's eyes dilated as he felt that his heart who had just known the lovely feelings of falling for someone was shattered into million pieces. He quickly hugged the man and comforted him, "Heechul, what do you mean?"

To his surprise, the former abruptly got up and backed away to keep a distance from him.

"Leave. Leave me alone and don't show your face in front of me again. Never try to meet me again and step out of my life. I'm so ing tired of you!!"

Jungsoo wanted to calm him down but he stepped back until he was pressed against a wall.

"Heechul? What's wrong?"

"Teuk, do me a favor."

Jungsoo's heart clenched because he knew what the man would request and it would definitely hurt him a lot. Yet, he chose to listen. He chose to stay and brace the pain. Masochist as he was.

"Please go. Leave me alone. Pretend that we never know each other and all these things never happened. I want you to go out of my life."

Jungsoo wanted to say something, to explain his feelings and to make him understand. But out of the blue, Heechul dropped to his knees and did what he thought he would never do.

Heechul pleaded.  He begged Jungsoo to leave. He threw away his pride just to get rid of him. To say that it hurt him was a massive understatement because Jungsoo could feel how Heechul slowly jabbed his heart with a knife and twisted it, deep, just as his feelings.

Jungsoo was rooted in his place but he finally regained himself. He timidly went to Heechul, cupped his face and looked intently at the latter. He Heechul's forehead shakily to soften his frown and uttered softly, "Don't cry, please. I'm sorry, but... Thank you, Chul. I... I'll say it once again," he stared lovingly yet painfully at Heechul and smiled sadly. "I fall for you."

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