Sehun: Delete

Deliquent

 

 

                                 Sehun

"Your dumb Tao is in town for only two weeks," Kai gripes. "Go be with him and stop forcing me to be your victim,” Kai says as he parks the car at the empty parking lot of the beach. He looks around and sighs.

 

“He’s not MY Tao. At least, not anymore,” He mutters. Sehun is, personally, glad to get away from the hustle of the city. He doesn’t want to even think about Tao right now. Just enjoy the strong winds, sands, and a nice beach house. Because he had spent the last past week visiting with him and it honestly just hurt. He asked all sorts of questions about Sehun, and Kai as well. But now that winter break has come around, he's just happy enough to get away. It’s a miracle his mother even let him come. "By the way, you should have told me you had your license!" He says as he quickly gets out of the car. He sets his bag on the hood of the car and pulls out his camera. He turns hit on and looks at the beach through the lens.."We could get out more often"

 

Kai smirks and joins him. "I don't.”

 

Sehun gasps and looks at him. "What?!"

 

"I rammed my dad's car into someone else's and got my licenses taken away a few months ago."

 

"Kai! You just drove me out of town!"

 

"So? It's the first day of break."

 

"I'm talking about your license! What if we got stopped and arrested?"

 

Kai shrugs, heading off to the shore. "You'd just break me out with all your fancy money."

 

Sehun catches up to him. "Money that belongs to my parents, one of them hates your guts,” He points out. “She’s rather let you rot in jail!”

 

"Aww but I'm such a nice guy," Kai jokes.

 

"You're a ing is that you are,” Sehun mutters.

 

Kai dramatically gasps. "Sehun! You said !"

 

Sehun grumbles and fiddles with his camera. He shrugs. "I mean...so?"

 

"I'm rubbing off on you, huh?"

 

"No..."

 

"Are you sure, nosebleed?"

 

Sehun pushes him away, "Just go over and lay down or something."

 

Kai lays down on his side and props his head up with his right arm. "Hey, Taemin might have invited you to stay out in the cabin with us," He says as Sehun towers over him with his camera. "But I can still drive your sorry home and you can spend your hot, sad summer reading with your sorry self."

 

"I'm not getting in another car with you," Sehun said. He reaches over and lifts Kai's shirt over his belly, giving him a more casual appearance. "Why're you wearing jeans at the beach?"

 

"What else am I supposed to wear?" Kai asks. "It's in' winter."

 

"True, and it gives you a nice, cool guy look," Sehun admits. "When's the last time you went to a beach?"

 

"Today."

 

Sehun looks at him n surprise. "Seriously?"

 

"Uh, kind of. The last time I went, I was like five," He replies. "Man, modeling is easy."

 

"It'll be easier if you'd shut your mouth." Sehun huffs

.

Kai smirks. "I knew it."

 

"What?"

 

"I'm rubbin' off on you."

 

Sehun squints at him and shakes his head. "Shut up."

 

 

 

Jonghyun is the first person to greet them as soon as they enter, offering to take Sehun’s coat. “Did you guys find the place alright?” He asks as he shrugs the coat off of him and hangs it up. Sehun thanks him with a bashful smile.

 

"Nope, we're still lost," Kai says sarcastically. "Poor, poor us- stuck out in the wilderness! In winter!"

 

"Oh no!" Taemin exclaims dramatically. "Two handsome men alone in the cold, dark wilderness! Whatever shall they do to keep warm?"

 

Sehun blushes and looks down as Kai playfully pushes Taemin. "Shut up, !" His friend pushes back and before long, the two of them are in a quick wrestling match, trying to get each other in headlocks.

 

Jonghyun laughs at the two before going to the stove and resuming his cooking. "Sehun, why aren't you with your friends?"

 

"Sehun IS our friend, Jonghyun," Taemin says as he holds Kai’s head tightly. The guy might be extremely pretty but he looks incredibly strong. Jonghyun shakes his head.

 

"I'm talking about his other friends- aren't they doing anything for winter?"

 

Sehun takes a seat on the counter and watches Taemin’s boyfriend stir the rice. Taemin lets go of Kai, laughing before he goes to the other room. "Suho is visiting his father and Baekhyun is with Chanyeol, at his father's cabin."

 

"Alone?"

 

Sehun nods. "Yeah, I think it's nice they're going away for break. It's romantic."

 

Jonghyun smirks. "Oh yeah, romantic." Kai snickers and Sehun blushes.

 

"Bad news, kiddos," Taemin says, coming from the next room. "We only have two beds."

 

"So?" Kai shrugs.

 

"That means Sehun and you get to share a bed, idiot."

 

Sehun glances at Kai before looking away, focusing on Jonghyun's cooking. He doesn't mind, of course. But with his recent feelings, it almost worries him. "Doesn’t bother me," Kai says casually. He goes over to Jonghyun as well and watches him make rice. "Add some spices."

 

"Hey, I know what I'm doing,” Jonghyun scoffs, gently pushing him away. Stubborn, Kai stands in place and waits for things to be added.

 

"How'd you get your mom to agree, Sehun?" Taemin goes over and rests a hand on Sehun's knee. "Doesn't your mom hate Kai?"

 

Sehun fiddles with the bottom of his own shirt. "Well um..." He sighs and looks down at the ground, feeling a bit guilty. "I told her...I told her I was visiting with Tao."

 

Kai looks at him. "What?!"

 

Sehun narrows his eyes. "What's wrong with that?”

 

"What? You embarrassed of hanging out with us?!" Kai shouts, obviously irritated by that.

 

"Kai, come on," Taemin sighs.

 

"No, I'm not!" Sehun argues. “Of course not!”

 

"So why lie?!"

 

"Do you really think my mother would let me go if she knew it was with you?!" Sehun shouts back and hops off the counter. "She hates you, Jongin...I-I didn’t know what else to do!”

 

Kai laughs dryly. "Are you serious?" Sehun can feel Kai's eyes on him, burning holes through his head. "Fine! Screw this!" Kai throws his hands up and storms out, grabbing his jacket.

 

"Kai!" Taemin shouts, trying to go after him. Jonghyun grabs his shoulder and holds him back.

 

"Let him go, babe. He needs to relax."

 

Sehun goes to the window and watches Kai heading to the beach. He sits down at the shore and seems to angrily stab at the sand. Sehun knows his mother adores Tao and when he had told her he'd be out with him, she was absolutely thrilled. She didn't know they were lovers at one time, but just that they were good friends. Tao did invite Sehun but he said no. But he was so happy when Taemin invited him. He isn’t sure if it’s because of Kai or because he wanted to get out of town. Sehun thinks that, maybe, it’s an equal amount of both. He wanted so badly to go but he knew he couldn’t if his mom knew it was with Kai.

 

"I just really wanted to come..." Sehun says with guilt. He isn’t sure why Kai cares but he shouldn’t have brought Tao up.

 

"Kai's really happy you decided to come," Taemin says, wrapping an arm around Sehun. He looks out the window at Kai as well. The punk had stopped his knife tantrum and is now just sitting there, facing the water.

 

"Really?"

 

Taemin chuckles. "You should have seen him- he was so picky with any outfit he picked.”

 

"That's...not a thing he does?"

 

"Are you kidding me? Kai doesn't give two s about that kind of stuff. The boy's thrilled you came, but he'll never say it."

 

"How am I supposed to know then?"

 

"Trust me," Taemin winks. "A best friend knows, honey; Kai’s happy.”

 

Taemin leaves Sehun to his thoughts, going over to talk with his boyfriend. After glancing at the two, Sehun steps out of the cabin and looks to the beach. He lets out a soft sigh as he sits on the steps and pulls his camera out. He smiles back at the photos of Kai; he really makes a good model.  He wonders why he got so mad at the mention of Tao. He tilts his head as he looks through the pictures. He looks so natural in front of a camera- perhaps even more so than Tao. Setting his camera down, he pulls his phone out and pulls up the photo he took of Tao almost over a year ago. He stares at it, slowly frowning. It no longer makes him happy.



 

"Tao, stay still!" Sehun says, laughing.

 

Tao shakes his head. "Baby, you already took so many- come on."

 

"No, this one is for my wallpaper," Sehun says. "Come on, one more!"

 

He sighs and smiles. "Alright." Tao crouches down and stares at the camera with an intense stare. With a raised brow, he flashes a smirk.

 

"Oh, y!" Sehun giggles and Tao snarls playfully.  "What a beast!


 

Sehun wonders what made Tao get over him so quickly. He thinks about what Kris could have done or been like to him to forget all about everything Sehun and he had. He takes a deep breath as he pushes the delete button. When the sign asking if he sure pops up, he pauses. He looks up and smiles when he catches Kai watching him. He waves weakly. The punk stares for a moment before returning the gesture. Sehun looks back down at his phone and stares at the message. He presses yes. Delete.

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The picture inspired Kai's beach modeling session :P

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Lotus_Girl
#1
Chapter 27: I can't found sequel 😭😭
karmenll
#2
I hate myself for reading this fanfiction so quickly! I need more waaah! Everything is so perfect. I love how things ended well even though everything was hella ed up :). I always love this relationships that go from hate to love! It just makes me happy to see them together after hating each other and also finding good in each other. That Jongin was bad at first and then changed into good/better; Sehun being all perfect/good and then showing his bad side showed that /everyone is good and bad at some point/ that nobody really is good or bad, but it depends on what you want and will show to others, also what others will see in you (like Sehun saw Jongin good, while his mother had him for bad *I guess?*)
I got very emotional everytime you showed those dark sides of life like depression, family abuse, bullying, suicide,.... It was all ed up, but with friends and "Jongin's love" it all just went on better. Everyone needs and should have someone like Jongin, Taemin, others who helped Sehun go through hard times. Jongin however had a horrible way of helping Sehun or Teamin. Like dude, they are all down and you yell at him and tell him to shut up. Dumb Jongin, but his character actually gave me a feeling like he was presenting /everyone/ who got in touch with a depressed person. In a lot of cases people don't know and understand how it is for those who experience depression and other, making them horrible at helping them.
However I am sure if I would NOT enjoy being around Jongin while depressed. His acting around Sehun and Taemin when they were down was not the best *sigh* and around him I would feel like I was wrong and bad, because of what I did. It would make me just feel worse probably. Luckily there was Taemin to help Sehun, since Jongin was just like *don't try helping, coz you don't have ideas how to. Just love Sehun that's all*. I am glad that at the end Sehun (+Teamin) were all good.
That switch from bad relationship with family members and later good was heartwarming. Sehun and Jongin's families were ed up to the point where I thought everything was going to just get worse, but the end was actually good. Jongin was good with his father, Sehun with his mother (already was with father.... so....). I also liked it that they accepted Sehun like he was and that his mother stopped trying to make him /perfect/.
Even though Sehun and Jongin changed a lot you kept his personalities like they were on the begining of the story. I liked Jongin's temper through the story and while reading I feared you might change him to the point where he wouldn't be the stubborn kid he was. Of course you didn't disappoint!

I don't get it how someone can ship Sehun with Tao, but after so many stories I just got used on it ahahhaha. Tao chilled too much when he came back with Kris. He knew Sehun was all down and just decided to show up like it's no big deal. He knew he was hurting Sehun and was just like "yea, okay, whatever,". I was deying everytime Tao was around Sehun, coz I knew things were only going to go down! Arghhhh~

Also.... This fanfiction changed me too... I literally said aloud around everyone else which was a miracle, because I don't really curse ahahah (only writing I guess hehe). Everyone just stared at me and gasped when I said it. I blame this fanfiction for making me a bad girl okay.

I will stop here. I could praise your fanfiction(s) to infinity though!
Stay safe author and hope to see man many good fanficions in future! Have a nice day and keep up the good energy! Loved you, love you and will love you!
karmenll
#3
Chapter 11: Okay I cried. Sehun hella reminds me of myself (I only didn't eat pills with alcohol in a bathtub yet). It made me so sad and hurt. Poor Sehun doesn't deserve any of this like everyone else. I like how you showed that /you can speand a lot of time with someone who is depressed, but won't notice it!/
I got a feeling like you (author) just poured your life in it! I don't know, but I like to write about things that I experienced and feeling that I feel, so I just got a feeling like you are kinda same? I hope you are doing alright and stay happy, because nobody deserves being depressed, cutting, abuse, suicide. It's cruel. Stay safe please and happy. Keep Sehun happy with Jongin and I hope that anyone else reading this also stays positive and away from that cruel world!
Love you~
karmenll
#4
Chapter 9: I feel like reading this fanfiction way to fast, but ijust can't hep myself. I am too curious to find out what will happen! I also have a feeling like i read this one before.... Idk just parts maybe? Maybe I just lirked a bit here ahahhah.

I love SeKai a lot again. Love their hate-"love" relationship. Also damn their parents (n Taemins) are hella horrible! Who would be like that to their own children?! I am glad they got each other to take care of.

However Jongin got a lot of influence on Sehun. He made him more "free" and I like it. Also I am not that up for smoking and a part of my mind is like "no", but why do I find them hot smoking?!

I see Sehun hated Jongin, but suddenly they hang around freely, buying food, taking care of each other. I like the change~

I should save some capters for later, but... I want to know what happens!

Love you author, take care and have a good day!
karmenll
#5
Chapter 1: Ahahhahahaha I love this language! Jongin using wirds so well (so actually you who made all this so perfect)! I love his personaltiy, but hey I hope he get's gis kicked coz he deserves it!
I see this story on the top of my favs list!
karmenll
#6
Oka I need something to read again and I know I can always find good fanfictions from you~ Gonna read this, since I am not gonna wait for others to get completed. Let's start!
Soufiyyah
#7
Chapter 13: awwww this is so cute!!!! and i love yifan
Soufiyyah
#8
Chapter 8: duhh ofc, it's taeminnie we're talking about. you know? the gorgeous angel?
Soufiyyah
#9
Chapter 3: the teacher was cool though XD
thepeachills #10
Chapter 13: oops, looks like I dropped my uwu