Yoona's POV

You know when you did something you know was wrong but then it felt so good you had to justify it? This is me justifying what happened. What happened, you ask? Let me just say this outright before I explain. I, Im Yoona, slept with Kwon Jiyong. 

I know, I know. He's in a committed relationship. He was drunk. I should have known better. Trust me, before those words even come out of your mouths, I've already scolded myself. 

I'm here now in Kwon Jiyong's bed, underneath the sheets. Jiyong oppa is beside me, deep in sleep. I can't help but look at him and smile. He just looks so... 

Hmm.. So something changed overnight. When I accepted Jiyong's invitation to stay over, I didn't really had this in mind. This is not planned. At all. 

I overestimated his drunkeness. When we went inside his house, he said he was hungry and since both of us are pretty much helpless in the kitchen, we settled over a bowl of ramyeon. He asked me about my celebrity fanboys and who had the guts to really ask me out. I told him I wasn't really who they like. I was just a safe choice to say in front of the cameras. He should know. I watched that Strong Heart confession before.

Then we retired to his bedroom. We weren't kids. We weren't petty. There were no border of pillows between us but we were laying down on the bed very far apart. He told me about the time he courted Dara unni. How he failed so miserably and just made everything awkward between them. 

I can't remember what I told him but he gave me the most attractive smile I've ever seen. And that was when it changed. That smile. I thought it