Rian pov: As i opened my eyes starring at the white room infront of me i felt lifeless.. The only question swerling in my mind was why? Why did it happened to me out of all the people in the world? I glanced at my left and what i saw brought a flash of pain through me Jeongin.. What was he doing here After all this things how am I supposed to face him, apart of me felt ashamed my dad being the reason of the death of his uncle and cousin And a part of me felt hurt knowing that he came to my life with a goal of aching me while i saw him as the only hope of finding happiness again with a friend after losing yuqi.. i should have known who he was when the day at the rooftop he changed right after getting a call by someone called bangchan... what a fool i was to not even think about it.. The door opened and i came face to face with an eyese widened boy stood frozen before grining wide and rushing towards me.. what he did next got me frozen Hyunjin ... hugged me Something i needed more than anything in a situation like this... but i couldnt hug him back i just cried in his embrace "Am so thankful you waked up and am so sorry you had to see something like that all alone" he told me and i couldnt help but cry more in his embrace as i grabbed his shirt for support I could sense jeongin was awake and staring but that was the least thing i could care about now As he broke apart he kissed my forehead and told me he would go and call the doctor but that meant staying alone in the same room with jeongin and i wasnt ready to even look at him so i grabbed hyunjin's hand and silently shook my head asking him not to go He looked at me for a moment pure saddness and pity showing in his eyes as he nodded and asked jeongin to call for the doctor and he went without a word. And me and hyunjin were left alone my eyes was just burning wet "Rian am so sorry for your loss, we shouldnt have left you alone that day or else you woudlnt have been kidnapped. And these things woudlnt have happened in the first place" he said lowly cupping both my hands in his and kissing it letting tears drop from my eyes " hyunjin i have a question.." i asked so quiet i am even suprised he heard me but he nodded " what happened to the boy? The one who kidnapped me.." i asked but was stopped as jeongin came inside with the doctor and nurses behind him I looked at him and i felt drowned in pain.. The doctor showed his saddness for my loss which was a complete act but what do i say.. he checked a few things and smiled telling me am recovering well but he stopped before leaving " i just want to say dear your wound is not your fault but your healing heart would be your responsi