8  The day past slowly as the winter turn into spring. The tree starts growing its leaf as the flower learn how to blossom again. I don't hear anything about Jessica since the fateful day at SME. The entertainment world also seems very calm. I think Jessica and the company covered it from public, maybe they don’t want alarm her fans. Which is good, it means she’s doing fine.

But I’m not.

Since that day, I just can’t take off her out of my head. I hate this kind of feeling, especially towards someone that I know for sure, can’t return it. I sigh as I push myself out of bed and goes to bathroom to take some shower. Maybe some cold water can help me drowning from this feeling.

I just get out of shower and grab the towel when I hear my phone ringing. Chuckling and quickly press the answer button once I read the name on display.

“ What do you want? “ I greet the person from other line while smiling.

“ Ouch Unnie, is that how you greet your favorite dongsaeng? “ Yoona's voice can be heard clearly through phone speaker as I proceed to wear some clothes.

“ I never said you were. “ I while drying my hair with towel. “ That’s mean, but I still love you, you lucky to have me, Unnie. “ I laugh at her response. Only Yoona can turn rejection into some self-confidence. “ Anyway, I'm kinda free now, do you want hang out at my place? I just rent some movie and we can do sleepover too if you want~ “

I look at the clock on screen display, it still 8 PM and its Friday, I don’t have plan so why not? “ Sure, be there in 30 minutes. “ I decide and heard Yoona squal excitedly, “ And make sure to order tacos and cheese! “ I add before hang up the phone. I guess this weekend will be fun.

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I was on my way to the bus station when a car suddenly stops right beside me. I have to step backwards, this feels like déjà vu, my heart goes faster as I watch the passenger seat open, “ Hey Tae, hop in. “

I sigh in relief once I peek inside the car and see Tiffany behind the wheel, “ Not today Fany, I have to go somewhere. “ I said to her and smile as I ready to leave but she insists me. “ I drive you there, come on, I need to talk to you. “

I look up to the bus station, my bus already drive away “ Well, looks like I don’t have choice now, am I? “ I said as I get into the car.

Tiffany smile then start driving “ So, where are we going? “ Tiffany glances at me as she smoothly turned the car to right, at the junction.

“ 918-4 Seongbuk-dong, Seongbuk-gu please. “ I told her my destination. Tiffany’s forehead furrowed after heard my answer, “ That’s Kwon’s Residence. What are you doing at Yuri’s house? “

“ You know Yuri? “ I respond her question with another question.

“ Of course, in case you don’t know she own SM, place where I work. “ I had to stop myself from rolling my eyes at the obvious info. “ I mean, we meet several times. “ Tiffany start rambling “ She's kinda like Jessica I guess. “ she added and I feel new feeling creep inside my heart but I try to ignore it. “ What about you? “ she throw same question.

“ I know her sister. “ I answer her short.

“ Ah, the girl from hotel before? “ I nod my head and  let my eyes wandering outside window as I suddenly find the traffic light seems more interesting than this conversation. “You guys seems pretty close.. is she your girlfriend? “ This time I can’t help but turn my he