He couldn’t leave the thought of feeling watched for days. He had considered not leaving his apartment so much, but for some reason that made him feel more smothered, that's why he tried to leave constantly and it was at that moment when he felt it the most, there were even occasions when he listened to footsteps following him in some parts of the city and the sound of a camera flash, but he always told himself that they were tourists portraying the beauty of London because... It was not possible that they had found it so fast, right? That is, it would not make sense if he could escape at any moment ... disappear in matter of seconds. Despite having arrived in London a month ago, he did not want to leave so quickly, it was the most he had stayed in one place, transporting himself only when he truly felt it necessary. He knew that he shouldn't be so careless and irresponsible, if Suho found out he would punish him with the authority so characteristic of a mother not like a father but a mother.

 It could be said that Jongin was undoubtedly the first to remember everything, but he doubted that at some point he would have lost his memories. Since they came to earth ... he remembered everything. What he once called "home", his family, how difficult his training had been, the feeling of terror to survive, the regret of trusting the wrong people, the cruelty that can exist in the hearts of humans and above all ... the loss of leaving  behind what he loved the most.

He was among those who considered that Suho's idea of separating was the worst thing that their leader ad suggested. Everyone was under his "custody" and he knew they would give their lives to protect each other because they shared a bond that was stronger than any other, they had not been forced to accept each other but they behaved like a family, but that was it what made them an easy target.

The mere fact of thinking abot it again generated chills all over him, most people could believe that by their attitude or even by their physical appearance he was a strong and cold person when in fact it was the opposite. He knew that in a world as erse as this one he could not lower his guard.  Jongin liked  traveling so much, seeing new places and everything they offered but had to be very careful. He could not stay in one place for a long time, that was clear, because he should always keep moving, hoping to find a familiar face in one of the places he visited ... but so far it had been impossible. He thought it was foolish to think about it, the world has a large number of countries inhabited by millions of people and he was only looking for 9 in specific. In spite of his ability he knew that this brought risks, not only because it was something different from humans but because of the same energy that it consumed.

Although with the passage of time and his training he considered that he could handle it very well ... even when he knew it was not entirely true, there were things that Jongin could not control and that still terrified him, especially because even in the past not even his instructors knew the limits of his ability and it only remained for him to discover them completely. He could not obey his leader's latest rules, "Keep the use of his skills to a minimum" because at least in Jongin's case it was a necessity. If he did not use his powers for