December 12, 1819

Was it a dream? It did feel like a dream and yet everything seems so real. It feels like I was the one running but someone was holding my hand and I was not in modern clothes. Everything feels so weird, and yet it was like I belong where I was in that dream. It was so cold, it was snowing and snow was on the ground and I was running or at least the body I was in was running. I look behind me and saw that we were escaping guards. I was panicking more and more, but the presence of the other person next to me was keeping me calm. I look at his face but the only thing I could capture was his beautiful black hair with his red eyes… wait red eyes!

I was still wondering why I was having this dream, when something hit me, at first nothing was happening until I hear the man beside me screaming my name and hold me before I hit the cold ground. I look down and saw three arrows in my stomach but there was something wrong with those arrows because there was a weird smell… I hear the guy in front of me saying it was poison. I want to be out of here I was breathing like crazy because I was in panic mode and without realizing I was crying but was I crying because of me panicking or because I was seeing the other man crying too. Then I hear my voice it was like I was in someone else body like I was a spectator of what was happening

<< I… I don’t think, I could… move… >>

It was true, I could not move anymore, the poison was doing his effect on me or on this body. I could hear the guards coming for us. I could see the other man did want to leave and even if my vision was getting blurry, I could still focus on him. The pain was too much now, and I scream and moan in pain… I didn’t want to die… I want to lift my arm and touch the man in front of me one last time. I could see the red eyes guy, taking my hand and talk to me…

<< My love I could save you, if you let me bite you and we will be together for eternity, please let me do it…>>

Why would he bite me to save my life… and live for eternity was a bit too much? I didn’t know what was happening. I want to talk but nothing could come up at this point, everything was moving way to fast for me, and I was so lost in all this dream. Tears were falling from the red eyes man and were falling on my chest. I was not in control of this body now, it was like I could only observe what was happening now.

<< We were doom… from the start my love… our relationship was never supposed to happen and… and yet I love you so much, Siwon I can’t lose you…>>

So the man in front of me was named Siwon, I was going to open my mouth and say something again but then I cough blood and lost consciousness, everything went black like this was a simple dream... or was it a dream?