Maybe, I do
Live and DieSakura’s POV
I was woken up by a nurse because she is making her round. Chaeyeon and my condition got better, the wounds are not aching that much. I’m still on the Chaeyeon’s bed, she is still sleeping. Wrapping our arms to each other.
Without nothing to do I stared at Chaeyeon, like what I did when we were in the school clinic. Hoping that this time I can look at her more. I put my finger on her nose and traced her facial features. I traced it all over until I found myself touching her soft lips. There was a soft and cute snore coming from her. How can she be this so beautiful?
Those soft looking lips, her sparkling eyes, her nose, her chubby cheeks. Everything suits her. It seems like she is an art that was made carefully, not letting to make any mistakes on this beautiful and unpriceable art.
Did you know Chaeyeon? These days I found myself smiling while taking a glimpse on you. My heart is suddenly beating when I saw your smile or hear your voice. I always wanted to hold you just like this. I love everything about you especially your laugh that can pass to other people.
Since I was a child, I’m like a bird it was caged by the people wearing long white coats. I don’t know anything about this world before I was allowed to study at school. I didn’t have any friends yet so I don’t know any feelings unless happy, sad or hurt. And these feelings Chaeyeon, it’s my first time to feel this. Also, take note all of it was because of you. I’m not confident if I can identify each of this or will I ever understand this in the future.
But I only know these things.
I want to be with you.
I want to keep you in my arms.
I want to be selfish for you.
*COUGH COUGH*
Automatically my body gets up from the bed. Pretending I didn’t do anything to Chaeyeon. I looked at that person and found a man standing near the door.
“Hi?” he greeted
“What the heck it’s just you Jisung,” I said. I wore my hospital slippers and went back to my bed
“Yeah, it’s just me,” he said sounding like offended
“Why are you here?”
“Visiting the person I like” he walked on me and sat on the provided seat for visitors
“Who told you that you can sit there?” I raised my right eyebrow
“You’re really cold to me, huh?”
“Oh, that’s great, you know it!” I said and insert the sarcastic tone
“But,” he pointed at Chaeyeon “You are staring at Chaeyeon with those lovely eyes, the stare that anytime she will melt. Both of you are really such a great friend, hugging each other on the same bed” his eyes went back to me “Or should I state that you like her”
My eyebrows furrowed about what he said. While he just smirks at me like he caught up on something.
“I know, I know you will deny it. Mind inviting you on the cafeteria here?” he asked
“Who said I don’t receive food here?”
“Aish, you’re so cold” he rose up and took the wheelchair leaning on the wall “Here I’ll push you”
I have a gut feeling that this will be a long debate with him if I refused his invitation, “Fine. But I can walk” I took the stand of dextrose connecting to me and we left the room together. He just kept teasing and whining why I’m so cold to him. How should I explain this? It’s just that… I can’t trust him yet and I don’t like his vibes.
We reached the cafeteria inside the hospital. He even pulled out a seat for me. I don’t want to be rude him and gladly sat on the pulled out seat for me.
“What do you want to eat?” he asked
“Ice cream. Chocolate flavor”
“In this morning?”
“Got problem with that?”
“No, I didn’t say anything, my future queen. I’ll be back with your ice cream” he winked at me before going. I just rolled my eyes and he chuckled
“Here’s your order” he put a tray on the table
“Really?” I wanted ice cream but he gave me a soup
“Look it’s morning eat something to fill up your stomach before eating ice cream”
“Fine.”
“So how are you feeling? I heard what happened”
I took one spoonful of soup before answering him. “Not so good. They better leave Chaeyeon alone”
“My sisters may be bullies but once they lose a deal. They will accept the consequences so don’t worry” I choked the soup I’m eating, “I’m sure they will leave Chaeyeon after that incident”
“WHAT?!” I slammed the table “They are your sisters?!” he nodded “And you didn’t do anything about it? You are the president of the class but you can’t even help her?!”
“Calm down we are at the hospital,” he said calmly. I sat down again and listened to him “I know I’m a big jerk but I can’t do anything about it my parents' f
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