2018
Hayi ah was early and she was scribbling something on her notebook. She was startled when she saw me and immediately closed her notebook. She said hi and started browsing through her phone. Maybe she's not in the mood to talk.

I stayed up til 1am here in the studio to finish arranging the songs she wrote and recorded yesterday. I wish sajangnim would approve all this time. It's been pushed on for so long.

Lee Hayi gave the recordings to sajangnim upstairs and she hurried back to my studio. She looked pale and sad. She was told to wait. Fck waiting, she has had enough of that.

Sajangnim followed downstairs and I can see it. I've seen that look before so many times. I want to punch his face before he could even speak.

"Hanbin, I told you to help her."
"I am helping her." I tightened my grip on my pen it almost broke.
"Anyway, we have to postpone first. You could take your time. I wouldn't want it to overlap with Blackpink's mini album. Oh, and you want another comeback, right? We'll release Killing Me. So take all the time you have. Arasso, Hanbin ssi, Hayi ssi?"

"Yes sajangnim. Thank you." her smile didn't reach her eyes. I swear I'll punch his face one of these days.

YG left without even waiting for me to reply.

"Congratulations, Hanbin ssi. Two comebacks in one year! That's rare. I'm happy for you." she smiled, the sweetest and most genuine smile I had seen from her in a while. It was a sincere one,