The next morning came in too soon, Changgu woke up like usual, his head was pounding a little but it was fine, had that cold shower again and skipped his newpaper dilevery job of the day, he just didn't feel like it, he was still healing anywasy, and even though Hongseok told him not to go to school and even though he knew that he'll be meeting that brat again, he decided to go because they had a test scheduled today, not that he studied anything the night before, but he knew that he could manage to read few things before he sits for it. 

His walk to school was slow enough with his head still pounding, he took his pills like Hongseok told him but it deosn't seem to work, he tried not to overwork himself like Hongseok told him too but I guess his life is not an easy one.

And why does the name Hongseok keeps popping up too many times in his head? and it's not even 8 am yet, Changgu smiled to himself, he remembered their dinner last night, if he wasn't so sure about it he could have sworn that it was a first date of some kind.
Changgu didn't know how to call it really, he knew Hongseok was gay but he couldn't define what they were to each other. 

He stopped for a second, trying to think, to feel something anything but he couldn't, he never had any kind of interaction with a girl before, not that kind of interaction anyways, he has never been aproached by anyone, he has been hurt alot he doesn't know how to define the feeling, he couldn't define his own uality even. Feelings were rather numb, he didn't know how to explain them or relate to them simply because he has never felt them. 

His string of thoughts got suddenly cut off, when someone bumped into him hard enough to make him trip, he didn't fall though, just tripped over himself. He looked up, Wooseok was there, Changgu sighed but Wooseok didn't say anything, he merely stared at the boy with his scary eyes but didn't do anything and started to walk away. Kino, on the other hand, turned around and whispered to Changgu "One day" and they all left

Changgu knew that it was his countdown, why does it feel like he was goign to die on the next day? He stood up properly when they left and continued walking.

The day was long as hell, Wooseok glaring at him whenever he had the chance and Changgu was tired, just over all ... so tired.

When things got stressful, he usually just leave, Changgu would stay in bed and cry himself to sleep. Whenever he remembered what have happened to him with his first adopting family, and that incident 2 years ago, and now with Wooseok, he shocked even more on his own breaths and tears.

Why Hongseok was too kind to him? maybe he wants something from him too? He can't just be nice, no one is just nice to him, his past experiences proved it to him so many times already. He shouldn't be trusting Hongseok this soon, he can't put his guards down

Doubtful questions started to run through Changgu's head again, his anxiety was kicking in, he felt insecure, his heart started to beat in his ears and his head was pounding too much, he couldn't wait to finish this stupid test and go back home to close the door behind him and crack down.
He screamed and cried, he didn't know what to do anymore, where to go, he was just tired of it all, he wanted peace.

Maybe the eternal peace was the kind of peace he needed.

He spent the whole afternoon just laying down, heart beating so fast with a tensed body, he finally dried his tears and changed his clothes. He took his pills as his head was killing