The entire ride was comprised of Sehun pouting and complaining about things that didn't correlate to him being clothed in a simple t shirt, a pair of Kai's jeans and a new converse (Kai forgot he even owned until today;) like the negative sides of capitalism and how the society striped him of his rights to be . Which Kai could only laughed and cooed at how cute Sehun was. Kai  the radio and played some music. Low, just enough to distract Sehun and stop arguing about things like clothes. During the drive, Sehun hummed along to the songs playing and drumming his fingers against his thighs in time with the beat, looking so pleased by so little.  Kai wondered what it must be like for him, being part of a world he wasn’t born into and trying to adjust. Made him wonder if Sehun was homesick, Kai had concluded that Sehun's a Korean, born and raised in Europe. Still, there were a few things that bother Kai, just a little. One of them was his rapid increasing awareness of just how attractive Sehun was. The thing was, Kai has eyes. He knew what beautiful looked like, objectively speaking, and Sehun was without a doubt objectively beautiful. No one with a working vision could ever look at him and just wave his features off, because said features were probably the softest and most delicate Kai had ever seen on any living creature. Ever. But despite this softness to his face, there’s obvious power in his body, a subtle kind of strength lying just beneath his gentle demeanor.  His mind drifted to Jungkook's words.  He'll be good for you' Jungkook had said to him. Kai's heart fluttered at the thought of those words, will something blossom between them? Will Kai develop feelings for Sehun? Will Sehun have feelings for him? was he even into guys? Kai knew he wasn't gay but there was a time he tasted what's it's like to be with another guy, it was in highschool and the guy had jumped on him during a party, Kai remembered having with him and he seemed to enjoy it more than he should even though it was just a one time thing. He had politely told the guy to stay away when the other kept coming back for more and since that time Kai had never gotten involved with any other guy again. But there's something about Sehun that make him question everything he thought he knew about himself, his heart skipped a beat whenever the man smile or do something adorable.(which was obviously all the ing time. Because Sehun was the outmost definition of cuteness.) He make him feel things and Kai wondered, does that make me gay? Biual? . In the act of overthinking as he usually did, Kai was startled by Sehun suddenly reaching across the console to bring their hands together. The man seemed to enjoy doing so, for he does it frequently, linking their fingers together, or sometimes just pressing their palms flat against one another’s to stare at them.  “What’s so special about my hands, huh?" Kai said in an attempt to tease so that Sehun wouldn't catch on to how flustered he was.  Kai vaguely wondered what did the man saw in him for being so benign towards him.  Sehun pursed his lips at this, but didn't move away as he contemplated his answer, staring at their entwined hands. “Your hands are nice and warm, like the sea when the sun is high,” He murmured, and a faint trace of color tinted his cheeks as if he’s embarrassed to admit this out loud. “I like how touching them makes me feel like I’m home somehow.” Sehun said, following with the same sequence of deep rumbles he happen to make whenever he’s pleased by something “ Oh ” Kai's the one blushing now. What would someone say to that? Better yet how would he tell Sehun that in the short time they’ve spent together he make Kai happy, There’s no casual way to say it, so Kai didn't.   Kai had told Sehun to go wild, pick out a few things he liked and then left him to it. He had collapsed down into a chair next to the dressing rooms and started texting his sister to inform her about the man that saved his life. Sehun had been at it for a good twenty minutes now. Kai didn’t know what was taking him so long. All he had to do was grab a few pairs of pants, a couple of t-shirts and he’d be set, but every time he glanced up, Sehun was buried in a different rack of clothes. Kai sent Taeyeon a quick message, then looked up again. Sehun was standing in front of him, his arms full of brightly colored clothes. Kai saw a couple of dresses and skirts in the selection and he raised an eyebrow. Sehun didn’t seem to notice. “Kyungsoo helped me with my size,” he said enthusiastically pointing at the salesman in the corner of the shop. “Did he tell you that some of those are women’s clothes?” Kai asked, glancing passed Sehun, looking for Kyungsoo. He was sure wherever he was, Kyungsoo was killing himself with laughter. On a small voice, Sehun spoke with a child-like honesty.“Yes, but I like the colors,” he said glancing at the clothes briefly before rasing his head to look at Kai. “Okay, well, just go and try them on,” Kai said, nodding to the changing rooms. He waited until Sehun was inside before he got up and found Kyungsoo. He was behind the register and he smiled widely when Kai approached him. “You think you’re real funny, don’t you?” Kai asked. “He’s adorably pretty,” Kyungsoo grinned. “Kept asking if I thought you’d like the clothes he chooses.” Kai sighed, leaning against the register.“We’re not together,” . “Oh, so I’ve still got a chance?” Kyungsoo asked, laughing. Kai was pretty sure he was only joking. Because he knew Kyungsoo had his eyes on someone else. Junmyeon. the owner of the boutique he works in. “You never had a chance,” Kai said, rolling his eyes."I am sure Junmyeon hyung will be very sad to know you'll be taking your eyes off him" Kyungsoo grinned, leaning in closer just a bit like he's about to say the world's largest secret. "Never, I will always have eyes for my cute boss" Kai was about to respond to that when Sehun called out for him “Kai!” Sehun called from the changing rooms and Kai sighed, leaving Kyungsoo and plodding to the back of the boutique. He pushed aside the curtain, expecting to see Sehun in one of the dresses he’d picked out but those were strewn on the floor. Instead, Sehun was standing in front of the mirror, gazing critically at his reflection. He was wearing a red skirt and a white long sweater. It dwarfed him, swamped him. It shouldn’t have looked good. It should have looked funny but it didn’t. Kai his lips. “You’ll boil in that,” he said quietly. “It’s the middle of summer, Sehun.” “I like it this thing called skirt is very comfortable unlike the trousers I wore,” Sehun said, turning back and forth, admiring his reflection. “Do you like it?” He turned to face Kai and his expression was hopeful. Kai stepped forward, hands reaching out to straighten the sweater. Skirt shouldn't look good on a man, but Kai wouldn't deny the fact that, it looked very appealing on Sehun, the man could wear them within the house if that's what he wanted, Kai would let him choose a few more. But he still needed pants, he couldn't go out wearing skirts, people would definitely give Sehun weird glances and Kai wouldn't want that. “Yeah,” he said, voice coming out roughly. “It looks good on you.” “I did try on the ripped jeans, Kyungsoo said you liked them, but they didn’t fit very well,” Sehun said with a little shrug. “I hope you don’t mind.” “No, I don’t mind. You should wear what makes you happy,” Kai told him. "But you know you can't wear these outside the house right?" Sehun pouted."why not?" "Men don't wear such clothes in our country. But you can wear them in the house if you'd like" The man smiled and he nodded, moving his palm over Kai's chest. His mouth felt dry. Kai couldn’t stop staring at Sehun. The word Kyungsoo had used to describe him, adorably pretty, kept running around and around in Kai's mind. Not that Kai didn't know that, Sehun did look adorable. It wasn’t as though Kai was used to having about other men. “I’d like this then please,” Sehun said head slightly leaning against his chest. Kai nodded. “Okay, but you’ll need some other proper clothes. I will help you with that. yeah?" Sehun nodded and started to strip off. Kai turned away quickly, pushing aside the curtain of the changing room and stepping out into the store. He pulled the curtain firmly shut behind him and took a deep breath. Kai didn’t know what was happening to him. His pants just felt uncomfortably tight and he needed a good, cold shower. He sat down again and tried to get a hold of himself. He tried not to imagine Sehun undressing just a few feet away from him, with only the cur