Note: This chapter contains some profanity

Jennie's POV

I woke up feeling all happy and full of sunshine. What happened last night felt surreal and it felt like a dream. Yes we did confess that we still had feelings for one another recently, but yesterday's confession had to be the best. We exchanged proper 'I love you' and we had our... first kiss

I kissed Kim Jisoo!! After 9 years of waiting for her reply and wanting to be more than best friends... I finally have her... right?

Oh right... I have no idea as to what our relationship is supposed to be now. Just weeks ago we were just strangers who happened to be classmates and we so happened to be group project mates. But then weeks later we suddenly became childhood friends again and it escalated into what seemed like something more than that

I hope I'm not the only one thinking about us and wishing for something more to happen. I have to admit, I sure as hell wasn't planning on being friends with Jisoo when I first met her in YG University again. Yet here I am, hoping for us to be more than friends and wishing that she would just be mine whenever, wherever, forever ever ever

I had hated her for the 9 years that we had been apart because I had always thought that she knew what her parents were planning to do with mine and that she was always pretending to be my friend. Seeing her in class after 9 years brought about a wave of emotions.

Hate, loathe, despise and anger. Those were some of the many emotions I felt, but amongst those, I had another different set of emotions welling up within me. Love, adore, affection, happiness

I was always torn between how I should feel towards Jisoo. The 2 sets of feelings I had for her were like heaven and earth. One moment, I wish for her to just disappear from my sight and that she would just leave me alone. The next moment, I hope that I could see her everywhere I go and I wanted to talk to her

But after hearing her side of the story, the first set of emotions I had for Jisoo soon disappear, and all I could think of was how guilty, ashamed, remorseful and sorry for not trusting her enough and I had just concluded that our friendship we had was all fake

I let myself get blinded by hate which caused me to lose my trust in Jisoo. But I guess.... I didn't hate her that much if I actually forgave her so quickly and easily even though she was not in the wrong. It seems like a part of me had believed that Jisoo was innocent all along

I entered the café where I work part time at during certain weekends and I quickly put on an apron as my shift was starting in a few minutes. It was the morning shift and my work started at 10am

After putting on my apron and looking into the mirror to check if I was presentable enough, my eyes soon widen and I inched as close as possible to the mirror

"What the hell?" I spoke in disbelief and I started touching my face. To be specific, I was touching the area around my eye as I saw a sight that could have potentially scared customers off

My dark eye circles that were usually not so obvious were standing out so much today. I could be compared to the pandas and I seemed almost like one. Ok, actually, I might just be a panda because I remembered how I wore a panda hat when I went to the zoo with Chaeyoung a few months back

I quickly took out my makeup bag and started applying a layer of powder in hopes that I could lighten the dark eye circles, but it didn't work. Before I could think of other alternatives, my manager soon called out for me as we were about to open

I looked into my locker and saw a forgotten black adidas cap that I accidentaly left in there a few weeks back which I always thought went missing. I took it out and placed it on top of my head gently before heading out of the staff room

Let's hope the cap can help to cover up my eye bags

Thankfully, I was assigned to be a waitress today which meant that I could just go around serving food to customers or take orders while avoiding eye contact. I was actually praying not to be the cashier because most customers would look at me straight in the eye while ordering their food

People started filling the café one by one as time passed by. I started getting busier with work as noon was approaching. I was working my off as customers either kept on raising their hands for their order to be taken or I had to keep bringing dishes to the tables

I should have exercised more

My legs were starting to get jelly and my arms were starting to feel weak and numb. Sometimes I wonder why I even took a job a