Chaewon pov:

I couldnt sleep last night at all due to nervousness and imagining how today will be. 

That day after vernon and mingyu left my mom gave me the ticket joshua talked about.. there was a text sent with it that he really wants me there as his vip guest 

I was nervous hell i searched through my closet for an hour for something to wear. I dont even know why i cared but i did. Today was special.

Today was the day i was facing the source of all my pains and weakness joshua .. i want him back, after i heard the voice message i cant help but feeling guilty as much as he hurt  me i am afraid i hurt him too maybe even more because deep down i know he was in a harder situation...

I arrived an hour earlier since i wanted time alone with him before his concert start I bought a boquet of flower and was standing infront of his waiting room nervously...

I knocked twice before a girl opened the door and asked me who i was but before i could answer my eyes found  him  as he got up with a wide smile before rushing to me and hugging me 

The girl was confused but that was the least i could care about, after nearly 2 years i finally was hugging him, i was hugging joshua my best friend of years. I couldnt help the tears that showed my heart was full of happinesses. He broke the hug still holding me with pure happiness he laughed as he watched my tears.

"Hong joshua dont make me hit you in the first minute we got back together" i hit his chest as he laughed and i wiped my tears.

I couldnt help but smile as i looked at his sincere laugh and happy face

"I missed you so so much chaewon, i missed your sarcasm and violence. Your everything and am so so thankful that you are back here with me" he said his face so soft and sincere his eyes that was on the verge of showing tears also never leaving mine 

 "am sorry for misunderstanding you joshua. I should have tried harder for you to not get wrong thoughts.. am so sorry i was a bad friend" i said looking down this time so I wouldnt get emotional again and he chuckled as he grabbed my chin to look at him pinching my cheeks "gosh you are so lovable how did i live without talking to you for a whole year" he grinned before kissing my forehead. 

My cheek was hot and My heart was beating weirdly maybe its because i was emotional that i finally met joshua again?  

Yep that's exactly why

"Enough of emotional moments i dont think i could hold My manliness any more if we continue. So my lady are these for me?" He raised an eyebrow with smirk  and i wanted to punch him for smirking but hell no violence today 

"I wont punch you now because you have to perform soon but yep congrats on your first concert buddy, never got to tell you but am so proud for everything you have achieved i smiled as i gave him the bouquet and he grinned 

"Thank you i love em " he grinned as he smelled them and grinned like a child making me roll my eyes 

" am i not getting invited in to sit cause i am really dying with these heels" i frowned as i showed him my heels and he chuckled 

"Sorry right- Here get inside" he chuckled as we wend inside and he closed the door before me.

We were met with smiles of the members and i just wanted to punch my head on the wall

They witnessed whatever we did and even my tears! Hell thats embarrassing 

"Everyone let me introduce my one and only girl chaewon to all of you once again " he grinned and my mouth fell before punching him in his stomach with a glare "who dare you call your girl"and they all laughed as they saw my reaction meanwhile joshua just laughed 

"One and only? " i couldnt help but ask in my own brain as i blushed terribly getting embarrassed 

"We are happy you guys finally made up Chaewon, long time no see" one of s junkyu said and the others all nodded with smiles stating long time no see 

I blushed even more... they remembered me?

" thank you and congrats on your first concert am so so happy and proud of you guys " i tried to change subject as i smiled and they all nodded 

" so mr jerk i will go and wait in the audience, get some rest so you will rock the stage later" i smilled as pinched his cheek and he nodded before hugging me again and kissing my forehead 

" thank you for coming chaewon it really means alot to me" he said and i chuckled before saying bye to all the members and leaving to sit in my vip seat in first row with a bright smile

I was happy.. my mom always told me after every sadness there will be greater happiness  right now i  could say it really was true 

Author Note: I believe that this update will be my last till a long period and i want to thank everyone who read it upto now and apologize for my long holds thank you everyone!