Dilemma 3

*Daniel pov

I was sat there and doing nothing.just trying myself busy by playing games on my cellphone.but looks like my brain can’t cooperate well with me. My feet tapping uncomfortably. Should i leave them sometime alone? No,daniel.you made a promise with somi that you’d stay.

That’s why i keep myself busy by starting to walk around the garden. 

Thankfully i bring a pack of my cigarettes inside my pocket,and since somi wasn’t around,it will no harm to take one or two right?

I lighten my cigar and enjoying myself looking at the beautiful night scenery of Seoul city view.the lamps were everywhere like stars.the sky is dark,looks like it’s gonna raining tonight.the night breeze is not that chill,but in a perfect cold.

I smile myself while puffing my cigarette.

After some pieces of cigars,it sounds like my ears catching somebody’s talking.

I didn’t mean to eavesdropping but somehow,i get curious on listening to.

But looks like i never learned that we can’t eavesdropping to somebody elses business,or it will hurts you somewhere.

At first i thought the male was talking on the phone,but after he said the name. Which is my fiancé’s name.i was too shocked that I can’t help my over curiosity to see from the place that i stand,there’s the man get down on his knee and showing the sparkling diamond ring at the girl.

Which is none other than my fiancé,jeon somi.

My heart beat increasing fast all of sudden.and i know I can’t stay any longer at this place.

I decided to take a fast walk into my car but, “!!” I cursed because I forgot that i put my car key on the table before.and also i forgot to pay for my drinks too.

Oh gosh.how could this happen to me?

I walk back into the cashier desk and pay for my orders. 

It tooks a bit longer because the receipt papers were stuck and the cashier needs some time to fix it.

After i paid my orders,i quickly walk back into my table and checking around for my automatic car keys.but it looks like somebody’s already clean my table and took the key,because i still can’t find it everywhere around the table nor below the table too.

I was asking to the workers and the manager ask me to wait and he will check and try to find my key.

From my panicking state,my eyes can’t help to landed at the couple who started to hugging eachother at the garden.

My heart broken in pieces because i witnessing it with my own eyes..

Jeon somi,my fiance was there hugging with a male that few minutes before was get on his knees to proposed at her.

Looks like I already know what her answer is.

At the same time,the restaurant manager came to me and apologized and handed the key.i don’t need to blame anyone about it,since i know it wasn’t anyone’s fault but me.i was too careless to left the key.

And also.. I careless enough to let the woman i love walk out of my life just like that.

No need to wait any longer,i walk fast to my car and driving in speed into our apartment.

Our?

Who did you meant,kang daniel?

You? And.. somi?

Tch..

“She’s accepting on that man’s proposal,daniel.. it means she’s no longer yours.” I said to myself and hitted my hand on the steering wheel.

Look how pity i am.

I was looking at my own reflection on the mirror at my bedroom.

Our bedroom.

I wasn’t good enough,To be compared with Kang Dongho..

I wasn’t wealthy enough,to be compared with Kang Dongho..

“But i love you,jeon somi!!!!!!!” I shouted myself infront of the mirror before i hitted the mirror with my hands that made a cut for myself and some blood dripping into the floor along with my body that started to breaking down because I can’t hold my pain any longer.

I cried in silent there while sitting on the floor.

The scene keep repeating again and again in my head.

The way Kang Dongho proposed at somi.

And the way they’re hugging on eachother.

I will trying hard to erase you,jeon somi

But for tonight..

Please let me drown myself in sorrow.

I gathered my strength and walk to my liquor cabinet and pour myself a magnum cognac.

I wanted to less sober tonight.

I watch the rain pouring heavily already.

I don’t know since wh