Let's go clubbing." There's a beautiful club two hours away from here." Seungri said, looking at his cousins who were at the target range.

"Okay, let's have fun," Youngbae answered and removed his gear, followed by Seunghyun and Daesung.

"I'm not going. You guys can go. I just stay here." Jiyong answered and loaded his gun once again, and fired. Even though every shot he did, hit the target, he didn't stop training every day—his cousin sighed.

It's been ten years since it happened, ten years since his nine-year-old wife was found dead, and ten years since the Park clan was destroyed by Kim and Lee. The whole clan was murdered and no one left. And the Southern part was divided into two, half now owned by Lee and the other half owned by Kim.

Jiyong doesn't believe that his little wife is dead. He thought she was just hiding, even though he saw the body and was present when her body was cremated.  He denied that it was her. But Mr. Kwon said that it was her because of the clothes that she was wearing. But Jiyong strongly believes that it wasn't her. They don't know why, and until now, he has been searching for her secretly.

"Ji, you need to have some fun too sometime. Don't worry. We're going to avenge her death soon." Seunghyun said.

"How many times have I told you that she isn't dead." He screamed, eyes full of fury. "I will find her. I promised her that I would find her."

"Jiyong, how long has it been since you start searching?  Ten long years Ji, but you find nothing because you are looking for a dead person." Seunghyun screamed back.

"Jiyong!!! His father thundering voice screamed when he pointed his gun at his cousin, "What do you think you are doing?" His father screamed and snatched the gun from his hand.

"It's all your fault. I told you we needed to return to get Data, but you knocked me down. It's all your fault, dad!!" He screamed, tears now streaming down his face. "She's only nine years old, but you left her in there alone. If you only let me go back there, I'm sure she's with us right now." He screamed and harshly wiped his tears.

"Or dead like her." His father screamed back. "You can't even stand properly that time. You were almost crawling when we found you bathing your blood. How could you save her with those bullet wounds in your body?  You almost died, son. I almost lost you that day." Mr. Kwon screamed. He took a deep breath to calm himself before he faced his son again. "You only meet her for a few hours, and you are so attached to her." His father scolded him.

"If you only see the fears in her eyes. If you only see her eyes. If you only see how hard she tried to be strong and hold her tears not falling. If you only see. Every night I closed my eyes, I saw those gray eyes pleading, crying for help, to find her."

"Son!!

"Daddy, please, please find her. She's just out there." He begged, crying.

"How did you know that it wasn't her. We don't even see her face. And Jiyong, you see her lifeless body." Mr. Kwon said.

"It wasn't her."

"How did you know. You don't know what she looks like, son." Mr. Kwon said sadly.

"She has auburn  hair, and that girl has black."

"What? Why didn't you tell me? And how did you know? She was properly covered when we met them."

"I saw her hair. I removed her cap, and the dead body didn't have my necklace. I gave her my necklace, which you thought I had lost that day. I didn't lose it. I give it to her."

"Why do you just tell me all these things?" Mr. Kwon said fist balled beside him.

"I didn't trust some of our members before, and my instinct is right because we found out that your right hand was the one who leaked the information that day."

"Okay! You have permission to search her." Mr. Kwon finally gives in. "Choose whoever you want to go with you, but be careful. I know you heard the news about an assassin who was killing some members of the Kim and Lee Clan. No one knows who's controlling that assassin, but they said he was very skilled,  that even five men had not much to him.

"We heard about him, uncle. They called him black panther because they said he moved like a panther and always wearing all black and only came out at night." Seunghyun said.

"Don't worry, Dad, I will, and I can protect myself," Jiyong explains.

"I know, but still, you need to be careful. The Lee and Kim are on our tail. They want us after the Park."

"Okay, dad. I'll be careful. The Lee and Kim can try to destroy us, but they won't win. And I want them to go with me." Jiyong said, looking at his four cousins in front of him.

"I don't want. You tried to kill me a few minutes ago. Do you think I still want to help you? Dream on, you spoiled brat." Seunghyun huffed, then left.

"I don't want to. I don't want to work with someone with a temper problem." Youngbae said.

"Me too. I might end up dead." Daesung said.

"Me also. I don't want a bullet planted in my body." Seungri said, and they all left, leaving Jiyong and his father.

"What now?" His father raised his eyebrow at him.

"Go, I don't care if all of you don't want to help me. I can do it myself." He screamed and kicked the wall. His father just chuckled and left his furious son. Mr. Kwon sighs sadly. If you are alive, Dara, please come. You know where to find us. You're the only one who can bring back the joy in my son. I can't believe you turned his life upside down just after a few hours of meeting you. I hope he was right that you are just out there because I don't know if I can bring my son back if you're dead." Mr. Kwon thought sadly.

***

His cousins went out that night while Jiyong stayed in the gym and sparred with some of their members until he's almost dragging himself back inside his room. Every night since the incident ten years ago, he constantly tired himself or drunk until he passed out so that he could sleep, or he drank a sleeping pill because if he didn't, he'd wake up every hour hearing her voice.

As soon as he stepped inside his room, he took a bath and threw his body on his bed, and fell asleep, but an hour after, he was awakened by her voice calling him, and his tears quickly rolled down his face. He stepped out of his room and went to the mini bar where all the wine was kept. He took one bottle and brought it inside his room and drank it until it was empty, and he passed out above his bed.

"Jiyong,  wake up. How could you find her if you were going to sleep the whole day? I thought you wanted to search for her?" Top said, shaking his shoulder.

"Go away."  He muttered and rolled away from him.

"We are already ready, but you are still sleeping there? Okay fine. I change my mind I...

"Give me ten minutes." He said, standing up from his bed, but he almost fell, still drunk.

"You still drunk? What time did you sleep?" Seunghyun asked voice laced with concern. 

"Five. I will be fine after I take a bath. I can't sleep because I heard her voice again." He said, walking toward the bathroom. Top slumped at the edge of the bed and looked at the closed door sadly.

"I think Sandara Park is wonderful for Jiyong to fall for her hard, but he only sees her eyes and hair, and she was only nine years old back then, sigh. I don't know. Maybe the girl is special. That's why Jiyong was crazy over her." Seu