Hello!

I’m back again!

One week, I can’t believe it took him one week to talk to me.

I missed him so bad!

I wanted to talk to him yet I felt like I couldn’t.

Was it really my fault why he was avoiding me?

If it wasn’t obvious yet, I figured out he was avoiding me.

If he wasn’t hiding anything then why would he be avoiding me?

I don’t think he was shy. He didn’t have any reasons to be.

He hid behind Taehyung~oppa’s back one time. If it wasn’t already clear yet that he had been staring during the award show but when I looked at his direction, he had the guts to hide.

His actions are really confusing me.

Two nights ago, I wanted to see him so bad but it felt like I got stood up. It was during the second night of the award show. It was in Japan. Like usual, the guys had visited but he wasn’t there.

Too bad for me for expecting him. Maybe I just got used to him going with Hoseok~oppa and Jimin~oppa to visit us.

It didn’t feel good at all. I wanted to ask him what the problem was?

Was I the reason for it? Did I cause it? This is deeply bothering me.

I remember, on that night of their concert in my home country, Taiwan, he sang a song I remember telling him it was sad for me.

It made me feel lonely after seeing a clip of him singing that song.

I remember crying over that movie we watched. He even laughed at me for crying. Well