Hello!

I finally got to ask him!

But why do I feel like I shouldn’t have done it?

When I asked him that, it felt like a huge lump was taken out from my throat. I heart felt relieved.

Yet, when I saw how his reaction changed after hearing my question, why do I feel like I’m starting to regret it?

Have I done something wrong? I didn’t right? Or who am I kidding?

I ruined a what should be beautiful day.

I felt so bad, he even made all of his efforts to make me feel better but I felt like I wasted them.

What do I do now?

Right after I asked that, he made an excuse that he needed to go home as they were going to Taiwan the next day for the Asian leg of their world tour.

I’m hugging the huge bear he gave me right now, this reminded me of one of his costumes in one of their Japanese music videos before.

I'm waiting for him to call or even message but I don’t think he would.

I’m now scrolling through the sns posts he had made a few days and weeks ago.

I wonder why he is active on sns recently when he usually isn’t. Well, I know his fans would love it but this doesn’t usually happen. Not unless, there was something he’s hiding and couldn’t tell.

Here I go again with being paranoid.

If there was something he was hiding, he would tell me.

I’m opening my group’s sns account as I passed by Mina~unnie’s selfie. Mina~unnie doesn’t usually post but I couldn’t hel