Her hands were shaking. She then started fidgeting with her fingers. She breathed in deep. She could feel her heart beating loudly, faster than it usually does.

What have I done? Why didn’t you trust him more? These were what was going through her mind over and over. She felt even guiltier.

Have I accused him of things he never did? She bit her bottom lip. She wanted to slap herself right then and there.

When they got home from Japan 3 days ago, she wanted to write on her little diary about how much she missed him and how much she regretted what she did but she couldn’t find it until the next day.

What she did a few days back was unforgiveable. It shouldn’t have turned out like that. If only she had trusted him more.

She had read his entry on her diary a day after they got home from their activities in Japan. She wasn’t really sure how he was able to do it but she couldn’t care less.

She had just read everything he wrote. Now, she knew the truth. He had expressed all his sentiments in that one entry and got all the answers to all her questions.

She breathed in deep once more. She needed courage. She’ll see him again tonight.

Tonight will happen the first award ceremony of the year. Of course, her group and his group were both invited.

“You can do it,” she smiled to her side. It was Chaeyoung. She couldn’t be anymore thankful to have Chaeyoung as a friend and all her other members who were there to support her and guide her.

She smiled and nodded at the girl.

Dugeun. Dugeun. Dugeun. Her heart went pit a pat when his group were called on stage. It was as if her heart was yelling for him. Good thing she was just behind her group members or she would’ve ran to him already and hugged him in front of all the people and cameras at the event.

She glanced at him when his group bowed to the audience. She couldn’t help but smile, remembering everything he had written on her diary.

How could this amazing guy have all these feeling for her? Her heart skipped a beat at that thought.

Eotteoke? What do I do? She asked herself while staring at him passing by in front of her group and all the artists present. She knew she must do something sooner or later to answer him.

The event went on smoothly. Her group was able to pull off their stage well.  But she felt like time went by too fast, she wasn’t even given the chance to approach him or was she just scared?

The second day of the award ceremony arrived. More artists were invited this time. She also promised herself to approach him this time around or even just greet him. She shouldn’t chicken out.

Her group had entered the stage first before his group again. She found his group’s entrance really cute as Taehyung piggyback Yoongi. This time, they were closer to each other too as there was only one group in between them.

She couldn’t help but look at him by her side. How have you been? She wanted to ask him questions as she had missed him too much already.

But how was she going to do it? She was secretly hoping he would look to the side and return her glances at him. She pouted for a second when he didn’t.

Then a smile grew on her face when he finally did but that smile vanished when he immediately looked front again. She mentally reminded herself that there were in public now so maybe that was the reason why he did that.

She breathed in and out. She looked to the side and pouted. A few minutes from now her group was going to perform. She wanted him to see it but he wasn’t in his seat, s were there but he wasn’t.

She was still able to give her all during their performance. She felt his presence when they were at the middle of their performance already. Then, her smile grew and she was more inspired to sing and dance.

That night, his group won the grandest award. He was given the chance to deliver the gratitude speech too which made her smile. He would usually avoid to speak but it was nice to see him talk.

The event ended well. As usual, all artists gathered on stage at the end. There, she wanted to fulfill the promise she made earlier that day.

“Unnie,” she whispered to Mina. All her members knew about her troubles and what they were going through.

“Kaja!” the older girl then grabbed her hand and dragged her out of their dressing room.

Her heart wouldn’t stop from beating madly as she took more steps closer to his group’s dressing room.

Mina managed to knock on the door, something she thought she wouldn’t be able to do so.

Her heart skipped when the door opened and it revealed his smiling face.

“Jungkook~ssi, take care of uri Tzuyu,” she heard Mina whispered to Jungkook. He scratched the back of his nape, as if feeling shy. She bit her bottom lip. She found him really adorable.

“Annyeong,” he said, raising a hand and waving it to her. She managed to bow in front of him. She should be saying something but it felt like she couldn’t utter any word. She swore it was one of the most awkward moments in her life.

They were sharing gazes at each other. His stares felt warm, which made her feel more comfortable. He beamed at her. She then slowly returned the smile to him.

She saw him look around, she did the same. Good thing there were no one around. What he did next surprised her, almost giving her a heart attack. He gave her a peck on the forehead which lasted for a few seconds. She had always loved it whenever he does that.

“Don’t worry, I’ll wait for your answer,” she felt sincerity in his words. He then gave her a wholehearted smile. She nodded at him and gave her warmest smile.

Another week had passed and they were again invited into a big awards ceremony. She was feeling happy the whole time as his group were seated in a table next to her group’s.

He would glance