I was in the library, searching for books for and assignment that I have to hand over next month.

Suddenly a silent library went so noisy as my beloved bestie running into there and started yelling my name. As she found me, she slapped my arm several times because I ignored her.

"Where were you last night?! I went home at 4 a.m just because I went searching for you all around that bloody building!"

"Keep your voice low, Hari. We're in library." I replied while still focusing on finding the books that will help me for my assignment. "By the way, I don't think you went home late because you were searching for me. You just drunk and didn't want to go home early, right?" I added.

She stuttered, trying to say something but those words just couldn't came out from .

"And let me guess. Because you were so wasted, Hyungwon was the one who sent you home, right?"

"Okay fine! You got me." she pouted. "But still, where were you last night?"

"I... I went home."

"Why?" 

I frowned. "What do you mean by why?"

"Well you won't go home or somewhere else alone. Did something happen?"

"Nothing."

"You're biting your lips. Tell me the truth please?"

, I need to fix this habit.

"Can I tell you later? I need to complete my assignment."

"Hell no! Tell me now." she took all the books I held and put it back on the shelf.

But then both of us were startled a little as someone was calling my name.

Hoseok.

"Hey, can we um, talk?" he asked while trying hard to avoid any eye contact with me or even Hari.

"No, I won't let Jaeyi talk to a piece of trash like you." said Hari as she stood in front of me.

"Jay please?" said Hoseok as he finally looked me right in the eyes. 

Gosh I miss those look. 

He seemed very nervous but that was a brave action to talk to me. I knew he always wanted to meet me to discuss about our breakup again but Hari wouldn't even let me or him ran into each other. She changed our usual path to the campus and we didn't even visit our favourite bakery anymore as Wonho worked there. But I did hear that he quited the job a week after the breakup. He also once waited in front of my house for hours but didn't get a chance to meet me as Hari stayed in my house for like 3 weeks and would never let me open the door for him.

"Give us a minute." I said to Hari although I knew she was very angry when I let Hoseok talk to me.

"Fine, I'll give you guys some space. Meet me at the outside." said Hari before she walked away, leaving both of us alone between the shelves full of books.

Then I looked at Hoseok. I couldn't help but admit how bad I missed him. But he was so different now. His hair was so mess, his face looked so gloomy and he seemed didn't care what people would say about what he